Howers said:
I'm thinking its withdrawal syndrome from the rigors of math and physics. So hopefully it will pass. But what if its not... I don't want to miserable. Math keeps popping up in my head. Results from real analysis I'm surprised I remember. Will this pass with time? I really need to know because in a few days I won't be able to change courses.
Let me tell a story. May be it'll be an advice.
I graduated from famous for russians Quantum mechanics department, headed by V. Fock.
But there was no appropriate job and i became an engineer in Central Technological Institute of Defence Industry Ministry of USSR.
At the end of 1970 years there was decision to build the plant for superpowertankengine ("37 izdelie") in Kharkov (now Ukraine). The engine must be manufactured at almost fully robotized plant.
I was asked make the system, that could demonstrate for high officals the real work of the plant and its robotized units (autonomous transport robots (automatically guided vehicles), CNC units,...), how they move from one point to another, automatic stores functioning,...). I must say that we (our institute) already had make Personal Computer with graphic display in 1975y and it was produced by our industry.
I resisted. This work seemed to me boring and i didn't like programming, i could programm only in high level languages (ALGOL 60-68, FORTRAN, COBOL, PL1, FORTRAN, PASCAL and languages for robot programming), and i couldn't programm in any Assembler.
At one of the round, when i argued that this job is not for me, i suddenly realized, that this job must be implemented in the language that deals with "objects" of predefined types, communicated via "messages" and sinchronized with "events". But as i knew in the whole world at that moment no such scheme was implemented.
In fact the job was may be the first job for real time
graphic "game" in serious deal.
I found the interest to be the first to make it real. And i made it with my friends!
We made the Multytask
Real time Operational System. We made it appropriated for ADA and Parallel Pascal languages. When RTOS was created algorithms for our programmes i wrote in ADA. As i know
NOW approximately analogous system was made in USA (BNX), but i hope that we were the first, at least we didn't know about this project. Two or three years later our spies got the codes one of the american RTOS. But it couldn't even level with our work. Later on we used it to control AGV (autonomous transport robots) and antropomorphous painting robots.
What i want to say? I want to say that when we can't resist the fate, we may find such thing in our job, that we begin love this job.
At least i am proud of the job, that at first seemed me very unpleasant.
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All paid jobs absorb and degrade the mind. "Aristotle".