I dont know why, but i'm currently just so unmotivated and lazy in college right now. Im going to be a junior, and I did really good during my freshmen year, pretty much getting all As or A-'s. And then, in my sophomore year everything went to ****. I dont have any explanation whatsoever. Im trying to be an EE major, but i wasn't accepted into the department which was no surprise. It's really not too big of a deal, since there are also a lot of people who don't get into their department until senior year. However, i've taken many EE classes because i've constantly begged to and petitioned to the department to allow me to take them, and i always promised them i would do better but i always end up doing garbagety cause i'm too lazy and unmotivated. Right now the only thing that keeps me from complete depression and suicidal thoughts is the mere fact that i'm still enrolled in a decent university, however if i can't get my act together in my junior year the only thing i'll be able to do is get an applied mathematics degree, and what the **** can you do with that?