Where does this come from? I'd look for a more carefully written source on the subject. QFT is difficult enough to understand. You don't need unnecessary sloppyness in notation. Good starting points are
L. H. Ryder. Quantum Field Theory. Cambridge University Press, Cambridge, New York, Melbourne, 2 edition, 1996.
D. Bailin and A. Love. Introduction to Gauge Field Theory. Adam Hilger, Bristol and Boston, 1986.
Lowell S. Brown. Quantum Field Theory. Cambridge University Press, 1992.
M.E. Peskin and D. V. Schroeder. An Introduction to Quantum Field Theory. Addison-Wesley Publ. Comp., 1995.
The last one has to be read with great care, because it has pretty many typos (and sometimes even quite annoying inprecisions), but overall it's didactically well written.
The non-plus-ultra are of course the 3 volumes by Weinberg
S. Weinberg, Quantum Theory of Fields, Cambridge University Press, 3 Vols.
I'd, however, not take them as a first text.