Should I Become a Mathematician?

[pivoxa15]

I have not heard of PhDs unable to find a postdoc, but anything is possible.

there are many reasons for a job glut, lack of congressional support for science, influx of foreign candidates, cutback by state colleges in science faculty, excess of graduates because of erroneous job projections,...


but these things all balance out in time. I myself came out in a time of few jobs but because I loved the area I persisted and found a job. I started as an instructor at a small college. Some of my friends were teachers at private prep schools.

if you are primarily interested in earning a good living i recommend going into business or medicine. Math is for the few who will not be denied the right to do it.

numerical analysis, and statistics, computer science, and other applied areas are usually BETTER PAYING THAN pURE MATHS, but in the past few years there have also been people in Comp Sci losing jobs.

evenso, eventually we tend to come out ok. sorry if this is not useful.

That is very useful. I think there are no end to money. I have heard of a senior academic physicst who was claiming that the pay isn't fulfililing so maybe people have to go into the private sector if they are looking for money.

 

[mathwonk]

Well I think the math faculty at UGA is very strong. You can certainly get a good PhD there in several areas, including number theory, algebraic geometry, arithmetic geometry, representation theory, topology, differential geometry, integral geometry, analysis, and applied math.

The undergrad program is also very good and very hands on. It is small but this is a plus for the students as there enough other students to talk to, the comraderie is good, and the faculty know the students and care about them. There is an active Putnam team, a good selection of advanced courses and a math club.

We are one of the places that still offers a Spivak type calculus course for strong math major types, (like Chicago, but unlike Harvard or Stanford).

And of course there are seminars such as the one featuring Spivak a couple weeks back, and this one coming up in 2 weeks:

http://www.math.uga.edu/%7Evalery/conf07/conf07.html

 

[mathwonk]

some of the UGA math faculty are actively involved in mathematical physics such as Malcolm Adams, Robert Varley, Cal Burgoyne, Dave Edwards, and there is a quantum physics seminar going on.

 

[J77]

That is very useful. I think there are no end to money. I have heard of a senior academic physicst who was claiming that the pay isn't fulfililing so maybe people have to go into the private sector if they are looking for money.

Being an academic doesn't mean you can't work with industry; eg. gaining research money or even doing consultancy.

The UK research funding agencies are very big on industrial collaboration.

 

[pivoxa15]

Being an academic doesn't mean you can't work with industry; eg. gaining research money or even doing consultancy.

The UK research funding agencies are very big on industrial collaboration.

True but if you research in pure areas of physics or maths than industry won't be as interested and the academic in turn wouldn't be too interested in working with them either.

 

[J77]

True but if you research in pure areas of physics or maths than industry won't be as interested and the academic in turn wouldn't be too interested in working with them either.

What do you mean by pure areas of physics?

And, there is work in industry even for pure mathematicians eg. in defence/cryptogrpahy or finance/actuary.

 

[pivoxa15]

What do you mean by pure areas of physics?

And, there is work in industry even for pure mathematicians eg. in defence/cryptogrpahy or finance/actuary.

pure physics being answering questions in physics the solution of which does not have any remote use in society yet. i.e where mass came from. Or unification theory or doing experiments to verify or disprove a theory.

True about pure mathematicians being able to find work elsewhere but that involves retraining and not doing pure maths while doing the work which isn't ideal for some pure mathematicians.

 

[J77]

True about pure mathematicians being able to find work elsewhere but that involves retraining and not doing pure maths while doing the work which isn't ideal for some pure mathematicians.

That's a very broad statement!

And I would immediately contradict it by giving the example of number theorists working in cryptography -- I'm sure they would think their work ideal for their branch of "pure" mathematics.

And I would say by definition that all physics is applied -- I'll ask some of the particle guys whether they consider themselves as pure because their work shows no "remote use in society yet"

 

[pivoxa15]

That's a very broad statement!

And I would immediately contradict it by giving the example of number theorists working in cryptography -- I'm sure they would think their work ideal for their branch of "pure" mathematics.

And I would say by definition that all physics is applied -- I'll ask some of the particle guys whether they consider themselves as pure because their work shows no "remote use in society yet"

What do you mean by "...their work ideal for their branch of "pure" mathematics"?
Crytography is an application so if any person is working on it, they would be considered doing applied work even if they were donig a proof in the theory of crytography.

Since the discussion was orginally about job prospects, I used the definition of applied as "Use to society as part of motivation of research". Pure as "Use to society is not a motivation of research ". However, pure maths can become applied when someone concerned with applications realize the use of this piece of pure maths.

society is a broad word but it can describe people in other academic disciplines.

In the context maths only, I think this has some correctness to it. Many areas of applied maths has use to society or other disciplines. i.e PDE theory, statistics, Operations research, contiuum mechanics, even mathematical physics because it helps the physicists or has physical theories as a motivation.

If we are talking about physics, one might argue that it is all applied maths but if we follow the definition I gave above than you could separate pure and applied physics. Such distinction exists with the existence of the International Union of Pure and Applied Physics.

wiki has
"Applied physics is a general term for physics which is intended for a particular technological or practical use."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Applied_physics

If we say all physics is either pure or applied than Pure physics would be physics not intended for a particular technological or practical use. These definitions is in line with the general one I gave earlier.

 

[mathwonk]

Introduction to algebraic geometry 1

For people who might wish to go into algebraic geometry, my area, I am going to repost my introduction to that subject, since it seems to belong here rather than in the specific thread on that question. (I tried to delete the earlier post but cannot now do so.)

Naive introduction to algebraic geometry: the geometry of rings

I used to say algebraic geometry is the study of the geometry of polynomials. Now I sometimes call it the "geometry of rings". I also feel that algebraic geometry is defined more by the objects it studies than the tools it uses. The naivete in the title is my own.

I. BASIC TOOL: RATIONAL PARAMETRIZATION
Algebraic geometry is a generalization of analytic geometry - the familiar study of lines, planes, circles, parabolas, ellipses, hyperbolas, and their 3 dimensional versions: spheres, cones, hyperboloids, ellipsoids, and hyperbolic surfaces. The essential common property these all have is that they are defined by polynomials. This is the defining characteristic of classical algebraic sets, or varieties - they are loci of polynomial equations.
A further inessential condition in the examples above is that the defining polynomials have degree at most 2 and involve at most 3 variables. This limitation arose historically for psychological and technical reasons. Before the advent of coordinates, higher dimensions could not be envisioned or manipulated, and even afterwards it was commonly felt that space of more than 3 dimensions did not "exist" hence was irrelevant.
The dimension barrier was lifted by Riemann and Italian geometers in the 19th century such as C. Segre, who realized that higher dimensions could be useful for the study of curves and surfaces. Riemann's use of complex coordinates for plane curves simplified their study, and Segre understood that some surfaces in 3 space were projections of simpler ones embedded in 4 space.
One reason for restricting attention to equations in (X,Y) of degree at most 2 is a limitation of the basic method of "parametrization", expressing a locus by an auxiliary parameter. E.g. the curve X^2 + Y^2 = 1 can be parametrized by the variable t by setting X(t) = 2t/[1+t^2], Y = [1-t^2]/[1+t^2]. This substitutiion, along with dX = 2[1-t^2]dt/[1+t^2]^2, allows one to simplify the integral of dX/sqrt(1-X^2), to that of 2dt/[1+t^2] = 2d[arctan(t)].
The cubic Y^2=X^3 can also be parametrized, say by X = t^2, Y = t^3. But to simplify in this way the integral of dX/sqrt(1-X^3), requires us to parametrize the cubic Y^2 = 1-X^3, a problem which is actually impossible. These questions were considered first by the Bernoullis, and resolved by new ideas of Abel, Galois, and especially Riemann as follows. (Interestingly, in three variables the difficulty arises in degree 4, and 19th century geometers knew how to parametrize most cubic surfaces.)

 

[mathwonk]

Intro to alg geom 2

II. NEW METHODS FOR PLANE CURVES: TOPOLOGY and COMPLEX ANALYSIS
Riemann associated to a plane curve f(X,Y)=0 its set of complex solutions, compactified and desingularized. This is its "Riemann surface", a real topological 2 manifold with a complex structure obtained by a branched projection onto the complex line. For instance the curve y^2 = 1-X^3 becomes its own Riemann surface after adding one point at infinity, making it a topological torus. Projection on the X coordinate is a 2:1 cover of the extended X line, branched over infinity and the solutions of 1-X^3 = 0.
This association is a functor, i.e. a non constant rational map of plane curves yields an associated holomorphic map of their Riemann surfaces, in particular a topological branched cover. Riemann assigns to a real 2 manifold its "genus" (the number of handles), and calculates that branched covers cannot raise genus, and the only surface of genus zero is the sphere = the Riemann surface of the complex t line. Hence if the Riemann surface of a plane curve has positive genus, it cannot be the branched image of the sphere, hence the curve cannot be parametrized by the coordinate t.
Riemann also proved a smooth plane curve of degree d has genus g = (d-1)(d-2)/2, so smooth cubics and higher degree curves all have positive genus and hence cannot be parametrized. He proved conversely that any curve whose Riemann surface has genus zero can be parametrized, e.g. hyperbolas, circles, lines, parabolas, ellipses, or any curve of degree < 3. Moreover a singularity, i.e. a point where the curve has no tangent line, like (0,0) on Y^2 = X^3, lowers the genus during the desingularization process, and this is why such a "singular" cubic can be parametrized.

One also obtains a criterion for any two irreducible plane curves to be rationally isomorphic, namely their Riemann surfaces should be not just topologically, but holomorphically isomorphic. By representing a smooth plane cubic as a quotient of the complex line C by a lattice, using the Weierstrass P function, one can prove that many complex tori are not holomorphically equivalent, by studying the induced map of lattices. It follows that there is a one parameter family of smooth plane cubics which are rationally distinct from each other.

This shows briefly the power and flexibility of topological and holomorphic methods, which Riemann largely invented for this purpose, an amazing illustration of thinking outside traditional confines.

 

[mathwonk]

Intro to alg geom 3

III. RINGS and IDEALS
To go further in the direction of arithmetic questions, one would like more algebraic techniques, applicable to fields of characteristic p, algebraic numbers fields, rings of integers, power series rings,... One can pose the question of isomorphism of plane curves algebraically, using ring theory, as follows. Since all roots of multiples of the polynomial f vanish on the zero locus of f, it is natural to associate to the curve V:{f=0} in k^2, the ideal rad(f) = {g in k[X,Y]: some power of g is in (f)}. Then the quotient ring R = k[X,Y]/rad(f) is the ring of polynomial functions on V. Moreover if p is a point of V, evaluation at p is a k algebra homomorphism R-->k with kernel a maximal ideal of R. In case k is an algebraically closed field, like C or the algebraic numbers, this is a bijection between points of V and maximal ideals of R.
In fact everything about the plane curve V is mirrored in the ring R in this case, and two irreducible polynomials f,g, in k[X,Y], define isomorphic plane curves if and only if their associated rings R and S are isomorphic k algebras. Indeed the assignment of R to V is a "fully faithful functor", with algebraic morphisms of curves corresponding precisely to k algebra maps of their rings. To recover the points from the ring one takes the maximal ideals, and to recover a map on these points from a k algebra map, one pulls back maximal ideals. (Since these rings are finitely generated k algebras and k is algebraically closed, a maximal ideal pulls back to a maximal ideal.) Any pair of generators of the k algebra R defines an embedding of V in the plane.
Similarly, if f (irreducible) in k[X,Y,Z] defines a surface V:{f=0} in k^3, (k still an algebraically closed field), then not only do points of V correspond to maximal ideals of R = k[X,Y,Z]/(f), but irreducible algebraic curves lying on V correspond to non zero non maximal prime ideals in R. Again this is a fully faithful functor, with polynomial maps corresponding to k algebra maps. In particular the pullback of maximal ideals is maximal, but now the pullback of some non maximal ideals can also be maximal, i.e. some curves can collapse to points under a polynomial map.

To give the algebraic notion full flexibility, in particular to embrace non Jacobson rings with too few maximal ideals to carry all the desired structure, Grothendieck understood one should discard the restriction to rings without radical and expand the concept of a "point", to include irreducible subvarieties, i.e. consider all prime ideals as points, as follows.

 

[mathwonk]

Intro to alg geom 4

IV. AFFINE SCHEMES
If R is any commutative ring with 1, let X (= "specR") be the set of all prime ideals of R, with a topological closure operator where the closure of a set of prime ideals is the set of all prime ideals containing the intersection of the given set of primes. (Intuitively, each prime ideal contains the functions vanishing at the corresponding point, so their intersection is all functions vanishing at all the points of the set, and the prime ideals containing this intersection hence are all points on which that same set of functions vanishes. So the closure of a set is the smallest algebraically defined locus containing the set.) This closure operator defines the "Zariski topology" on X.
Now any ring map defines a morphism of their spectra by puling back prime ideals, and in particular a morphism is continuous, although this alone says little since the Zariski topology is so coarse. Notice now maximal ideals may pull back to non maximal ones, e.g. under the inclusion map Z-->Q of integers to the rationals, taking the unique point of specQ to a dense point of specZ. Maximal ideals now correspond to closed points, and in particular there are usually plenty of non closed points. Intuitively, every irreducible subvariety has a dense point, and together these "points", one for each irreducible subvariety, give all the points of specX.
If K is a ring, a "K valued point" of X is given by a ring homomorphism R-->K, not necessarily surjective. E.g. if K is a field, the pullback of the unique maximal ideal of K is a not necessarily maximal, prime ideal P of R, the K valued point. Even if the point is closed, i.e. if P is maximal, we get information on which maximal ideals correspond to points with coefficients in different fields. If say k = the real field, and f is a polynomial over k, then a k algebra map g:k[X,Y]/(f)-->k has as kernel a maximal ideal corresponding to a point of {f=0} in k^2, i.e. a point of {f=0} in the usual sense, with real coefficients. The coordinates of this point are given by the pair of images (g(X),g(Y)) in k^2 of the variables X,Y, under the algebra map g, which after all is evaluation of functions at our point. But if say f = Y-X^2, the map from k[X,Y]/(f) -->C taking X to i, and Y to -1, corresponds to the C (complex) - valued point (i,-1), in C^2 rather than k^2.
More generally, if I is any ideal in Z[X1,...,Xn] generated by integral polynomials f1,...fr, and A is a ring, a ring homomorphism Z[X1,...,Xn]/I -->A takes the variables Xj to elements aj of A such that all the polynomials fi vanish at the point of A^n with cordinates (a1,...an). I.e. the map defines an "A valued point " of the locus defined by I. E.g. if M is a maximal ideal of R,we can always view the coordinates of the corresponding point in the residue field R/M, i.e. the point M of specR is "R/M valued".
This approach let's us recover tangent vectors too, in case say of a variety V with ring R = k[X1,...,Xn]/I, where radI = I, and k is an algebraically closed field. Consider the ring S = k[T]/(T^2), with unique maximal ideal (t) generated by the nilpotent element t. Then we claim tangent vectors to V correspond to S valued points (over spec(k)), i.e. to k algebra maps R-->S. E.g. if R = k[X], and we map R-->S by sending X to a+bt, then the inverse image of the maximal ideal (t) is the maximal ideal (X-a), and two elements of (X-a) have the same image in S if and only if they have the same derivative at X=a. Thus S valued points of V are points of the "tangent bundle" of V.

 

[mathwonk]

Intro to alg geom 5

V. SCHEMES
One next defines a scheme as a space with an open cover by affine schemes, by analogy with topological manifolds, which have an open cover by affine spaces. For this we need to be able to glue affine schemes along open subsets, so we need to understand the induced structure on an open subset of V = specR. A basis for the Zariski topology on specR is given by the open sets of form V(f) = {primes P in specR with f not in P}. Intuitively this is the set of points where f does not vanish. (The analogy is with a "completely regular" topological space whose closed sets are all cut out by continuous real valued functions.)
On the set V(f), the most natural ring is R(f) = {g/f^n: g in R, n a non negative integer}/{identification of two fractions if their cross product is annihilated by a non neg. power of f}. I.e. since powers of f are now units, anything annihilated by a unit must become zero, so g/f^n = h/f^m if for some s, f^s[gf^m - hf^n] = 0 in R. Intuitively these are rational functions on V which are regular in V(f). This construction defines an assignment of a ring to each basic open set V(f) in V, i.e. it defines a sheaf of rings on a basis for V, and hence on all of V, by a standard extension device. This sheaf is called O, perhaps in honor of the great Japanese mathematician Oka, who proved much of the foundational theory for analytic sheaves.
Then one develops a number of technical analogues of properties of manifolds, in particular of compactness, and Hausdorffness, now called properness and separation conditions. Since the Zariski topology is very coarse, the usual version of Hausdorffness almost always fails but there is a better analogue of separation which usually holds. The point is that Hausdorffnes has a descriptiion in terms of products, and algebraic or scheme theoretic products also differ from their topological versions.
In making these constructions, mapping properties come to the fore, and are crucial even for finding the right definitions, so categorical thinking is essential. It is also useful to keep in mind, that some technically valuable varieties are not separated even in the generalized sense. I.e. sometimes one can prove a theorem by relaxing the requirement of algebraic separation.

 

[mathwonk]

Intro to alg geom 6

VI. COHOMOLOGY
To really take advantage of methods of topology one wants to define invariants which help distinguish between different varieties, i.e. to measure when they are isomorphic, or when they embed in projective space, and if so then with what degree and in what dimension. One wants to recover within algebra all the rich structure that Riemann gave to plane curves using classical topology and complex analysis. Since the Zariski topology is so coarse, again one must use fresh imagination, applied to the information in the structure sheaf, to extract useful definitions of basic concepts like the genus, the cotangent bundle, differential forms, vector bundles, all in a purely algebraic sense. This means one looks at "sheaf cohomology", i.e. cohomology theories in which more of the information is contained in the rings of coefficients than in the topology. This is only natural since here the topology is coarse, but the rings are richly structured. Computing the genus of a smooth plane curve V over any algebraically closed field for instance, is equivalent to calculating H^1(V,O), where O is the structure sheaf.
The first theory of sheaf cohomology for algebraic varieties was given by Serre in the great paper Faiseaux Algebriques Coherent, where he used Cech cohomology with coefficients in "coherent" sheaves, a slight generalization of vector bundles. (They include also cokernels of vector bundle maps, which are not always locally free where the bundle map drops rank. This is needed to have short exact sequences, a crucial aspect of cohomology.) Cech cohomology is analogous to simplicial or cellular homology, in that it is calculable in an elementary sense using the Cech simplices in the nerve of a suitable cover, but can also become cumbersome for complicated varieties. Worse, for non coherent sheaves which also arise, the Cech cohomology sequence is no longer exact.
Other constructions of cohomology theories by resolutions ("derived functors"), e.g. by flabby sheaves or injective ones, have been given by Grothendieck and Godement, which always have exact cohomology sequences, but they necessarily differ from the Cech groups, hence computing them poses new challenges. (Just as one computes the topological homology of a manifold from a cover by cells which are themselves contractible, hence are "acyclic" or have no homology, one also computes sheaf cohomology from a resolution by any acyclic sheaves - sheaves which themselves have trivial cohomology. This is the key property of flabby and injective sheaves.)
As in classical algebraic topology, no matter how abstract the definition of cohomology, it becomes somewhat computable, at least for experts, once a few basic exactness and vanishing properties are derived. A fundamental result is that affine schemes have trivial cohomology for all coherent sheaves. This makes it possible to calculate coherent Cech cohomology on any affine cover, without passing to the limit, e.g. to calculate the cohomology H*(O(d)) of all line bundles on projective space. But once the affine vanishing property is proved for derived functor cohomology, it too allows computation of the groups H*(O(d)).

 

[mathwonk]

Intro to alg geom 7-8

VII. SPECIAL TOPICS
It is hard to prove many deep theorems in great generality. So having introduced the most general and flexible language, one often returns to the realm of more familiar varieties and tries to study them with the new tools. E.g. one may ask to classify all smooth irreducible curves over the complex numbers, or all surfaces. Or one can study the interplay between topology and algebra as Riemann did with curves, and ask in higher dimensions what restrictions exist on the topology of an algebraic variety. Hodge theory, i.e. the study of harmonic forms, plays a role here.
Instead of global questions, one can focus instead on singularities, the special collapsing behavior of varieties near points where they do not look like manifolds. Brieskorn says there are three key topics here: resolution, deformation, and monodromy. Resolution means removing singularities by a sort of surgery while staying in the same rational isomorphism class. Deformation means changing the complex structure by a different sort of topological surgery which allows the singular object to be the central fiber in a family of varieties whose union has a nice structure itself. This leaves the algebraic invariants more nearly constant than does resolution. Monodromy means studying what happens to topological or other subvarieties of a smooth fiber in a family, as we "go around" a singular fiber and return to the same smooth fiber.
E.g. if a given homology cycle on a smooth fiber is deformed onto other nearby smooth fibers, when it goes around the singular fiber and comes back to the original smooth fiber, it may have become a different cycle! I.e. if we view the homology groups on the smooth fibers as a vector bundle on the base space, sections of this bundle are multivalued and change values when we go around a singularity, just as a logarithm changes its value when we go around its singularity at the origin.

People who like to study particular algebraic varieties may look for ones that are somewhat more amenable to computation that very general ones, e.g. curves, special surfaces, group varieties like abelian varieties. The latter is my area of specialization, especially abelian varieties arising from curves either as jacobians, or as components of a splitting of jacobians induced by an involution of a curve (Prym varieties).

Others study curves, surfaces and threefolds which occur in low degree in projective space such as curves in projective 3 space, or as double covers of the projective plane or of projective 3 space branched over hypersurfaces of low degree such as quadrics. Dual to varieties of low dimension are those of low codimension, e.g. the study of general projective hypersurfaces, varieties defined by one homogeneous polynomial. Some study vector bundles on curves, or on projective space.
Some examine how varieties can vary in families. One beautiful and favorite object of study are called "moduli" varieties, which are a candidate for base spaces of "universal" families of varieties of a particular kind, the guiding case always being curves. A very active area is the computation of the fundamental invariants of the moduli spaces M(g) of curves of genus g, and of their enhanced versions M(g,n), moduli of genus g curves with n marked points.
Another very rich source of accessible varieties is the class of "toric" varieties, ones constructed from combinatorial data linked to the exponents of monomials in the defining ideal.

VIII. PRERECQUISITES
To do algebraic geometry it obviously helps to know algebraic topology, complex analysis, number theory, commutative algebra, categories and functors, sheaf cohomology, harmonic analysis, group representations, differential manifolds,... even graphs, combinatorics, and coding theory! But one can start on the most special example that one finds attractive, and use its study to motivate learning some tools. This is a commonly recommended way to begin.

 

[mathwonk]

the pure number theorists at uga whose work was of interest to cryptography did not themselves work in cryptography, but provided factoring algorithms, and estimated their speed.

implementing those algorithms within cryptography was left to other applied mathematicians. still that application provided notoriety and funding opportunities also for the pure guys.

 

[tehno]

the pure number theorists at uga whose work was of interest to cryptography did not themselves work in cryptography, but provided factoring algorithms, and estimated their speed.

implementing those algorithms within cryptography was left to other applied mathematicians. still that application provided notoriety and funding opportunities also for the pure guys.

BIG HURRAY for pure number theorists!

 

[J77]

Jobs for pure mathematicians

I'm not a recruiter for them but, as an example,... http://www.gchq.gov.uk/recruitment/careers/math_videosmall.html

 

[tehno]

I'm not a recruiter for them but, as an example,... http://www.gchq.gov.uk/recruitment/careers/math_videosmall.html

Good one.. ..
althought my feeling watching it is the baldy is trying to talk that chick into group sex,not a collaborative math work

 

[mathwonk]

please, this is a family thread.

 

[pivoxa15]

Mathwonk, you said that you haven't heard of a Phd not being able to find post doc work but the woman in that ad said academic jobs in universities are hard to find. Does she have a Phd? If not than obviously it will be hard to find an academic job such as a research job. She has the option of being a teaching assistant at univeristy which is less hours than a school teacher. If she does have a Phd in maths than it would be 'low' teaching at school wouldn't you say? Do you know of any maths Phds teaching in a school?

 

[mathwonk]

no. but in the old days i heard that top private schools like andover, exeter, may have had science profs that were very well trained, possibly phd.

high, low, if you enjoy teaching good students, then top high school or prep school teaching might ring your bell.

i once taught high school students for free, for a year or so, 2 days a week, and a month in summer. although it was lower level maths than some of my uni teaching and my research work, i enjoyed it greatly because the students were more responsive.

two of my high school students later went to ivies and obtained phds in physics and maths. one of them is now a full prof at an ivy himself.

 

[verbasel]

I have a question about "math fatigue". I've been questioning whether or not I'm really cut out to be a Mathematician.

Back in my second year, for various unwise reasons, I binged on honours Math courses. I thought I was going to do a specialist degree, so I took 4 honours math & stats credits and overall I was taking 6 full credits, which is the maximum course load at my uni. My year was an academic disaster, resulting in problems with anxiety and depression and the only decent marks I got were in the non-math/related courses.

After burning myself that way & seeing counselors both academic and otherwise, I opted for a double major in Math and Economics instead (adding another year to my degree). I've basically taken only Economics courses since then, and have completed the courses required for my Economics major. While the so-called 'math' in Economics infuriates me and the pure math courses I took way back when interested me greatly, I'm really apprehensive about taking math courses again.

I've further downgraded Math to a minor and plan to take the easiest courses in order to finish my degree without any further mishaps, but I know I would eventually like to return to the more rigorous math that fascinated and confounded me back in the early days.

How do I regain my confidence? Was I ever a mathematician to begin with? What's a good way to ease back into it?

 

[symbolipoint]

Verbasel,
Maybe you are not cut out to be a mathematician. A minor concentration in Mathematics might still be reasonable. What do you study between semesters? How much time (hours per week, and how many months) are you willing to dedicate to Mathmeatics? Are you willing to restudy courses which you already studied and earned credit in?

 

[J77]

Mathwonk, you said that you haven't heard of a Phd not being able to find post doc work but the woman in that ad said academic jobs in universities are hard to find. Does she have a Phd? If not than obviously it will be hard to find an academic job such as a research job. She has the option of being a teaching assistant at univeristy which is less hours than a school teacher. If she does have a Phd in maths than it would be 'low' teaching at school wouldn't you say? Do you know of any maths Phds teaching in a school?

Bear in mind, it was an advert for GCHQ -- therefore, she would likely say that academic jobs in universities are hard to find. However, there never seems any shortage of jobs available in the UK.

I would feel like teaching high school at some point -- my gf is one -- however, I would only like to teach kids who would be into it; ie. not there for "crwod control" -- which seems to be the norm in a lot of schools.

 

[pivoxa15]

I have a question about "math fatigue". I've been questioning whether or not I'm really cut out to be a Mathematician.

Back in my second year, for various unwise reasons, I binged on honours Math courses. I thought I was going to do a specialist degree, so I took 4 honours math & stats credits and overall I was taking 6 full credits, which is the maximum course load at my uni. My year was an academic disaster, resulting in problems with anxiety and depression and the only decent marks I got were in the non-math/related courses.

After burning myself that way & seeing counselors both academic and otherwise, I opted for a double major in Math and Economics instead (adding another year to my degree). I've basically taken only Economics courses since then, and have completed the courses required for my Economics major. While the so-called 'math' in Economics infuriates me and the pure math courses I took way back when interested me greatly, I'm really apprehensive about taking math courses again.

I've further downgraded Math to a minor and plan to take the easiest courses in order to finish my degree without any further mishaps, but I know I would eventually like to return to the more rigorous math that fascinated and confounded me back in the early days.

How do I regain my confidence? Was I ever a mathematician to begin with? What's a good way to ease back into it?

Interesting case. I took very much an opposite route to you in many ways than one. I didn't have a solid science maths background going into uni and enrolled in a commerce degree at first. But took some maths subjects in the first year. I loved it very much although found it extremely difficult especially the purer ones. I switched to a BSc in second year although decided only to take one maths subject and some other science and philosophy subjects. Looking back this may not have been a wise choice as I could be a better maths student had I done more maths in that year but at the time offcourse I wanted to explore other subjects and took physics for the first time so didn't know what to expect. I also felt that I didn't have enough mathematical maturity to do 2nd year maths even though I got 70 and 80 for 1st year pure and applied maths repectively. Now in my 4th year at uni, I am taking an overload (one extra subject) of 3rd year maths and physics subjects and although I also found it extremely challenging, have found that I enjoy it more than ever and can't wait to do higher maths in the future. But first thing is first, hopefully I complete this year successfully.

 

[mathwonk]

well life choices are not so easy. i suggest gradual movements. stay at least partially with what is working, and go gradually in the direction of what you hope will work.

you are young and strong, and smart, so there are lots of openings.

but temporary fears and insecurities are common, at least in my experience.

the key is to persist with what you love.

if you are working at it, you are a mathematician, regardless of your success rate.

 

[mathwonk]

one thing that relieves math fatigue is contact with other mathematicians. i am now enjoying my birthday conference at uga and am extremely grateful to the visiting speakers and others who came to provide stimulus to those of us here. but guess what? at least one speaker said he himself was feeling the same lift from being here that we are feeling from having him here!

so try to get together with people who enjoy discussing together, and they will stimulate you and each other.

 

[pivoxa15]

Good point. I relieve maths fatigue by hanging around here.