robsharp14 said:
im beginning to doubt that the big bang created space and time, but I am beginning to think that time and space was already in existence ...
That much of what you are saying is certainly in line with an active area of research these days.
On the order of a hundred research papers get written each year about this idea.
There are new ideas and models mostly post-2000 or post-2005. The older idea of Hawking (which is pre-2000) where there was no pre-bang universe does not get studied much anymore.
The trouble is, there is no popularization or almost none, of the mainstream current work in quantum cosmology.
A popular book came out this month, but I haven't seen it yet so can't say what I think of it.
Maybe someone will glance at it in a bookstore and say how they like it:
It is called "Once Before Time"---which sounds like it's a "once-upon-a-time" story of the universe. There really should be 5 or 6 popular books to choose from, so everybody could find one to his or her taste and level of knowledge.
As I say, I can't recommend this not having seen it yet, but here is the amazon page:
https://www.amazon.com/dp/0307272850/?tag=pfamazon01-20
It just came out, so it is the expensive hardcover version. The cheaper paperback will probably appear in about a year.
The author is part of a group at Penn State where they run computer models of an earlier universe that collapses (not to a point, not to infinite density) to very high density which then by quantum effects generates an expansive force which causes it to re-expand and undergo a period of very rapid expansion, inflation. The model has some explanatory power, it can help explain some of what we see. But still needs a lot of testing. For now just one of several competing ideas.