hm... honestly? I have exhausted my friends and my family are not exactly close by. I am currently not exactly a student at my university so I can't join societies. I would ideally like the group to be more about motivation than just social activities, and I think PhD students at their write up...
Hi ZapperZ!
Yes, you read it correct! I just feel like I could do with some support, but I'm not sure exactly what would make me feel the most supported, and I don't know what other people might want to do... I have some ideas: meet for coffee, write together, do social activities to take...
I was wondering if anyone knows a good PhD thesis writing support group, either online or in London?
I couldn't find any and I wanted to set up a meet up group... but I'm not sure what we would actually do to support each other... and when I finish in a few months, what then? Also I'm afraid...
oh woe... an it doesn't help that I have gained a lot of rage lately... omg so much RAGE!
its so bad that I literally sit on the bus and hate everyone and today somehow found myself growling walking along the street from some rageful thought in my mind...
really? I thought that was how its supposed to be... I am me and they try to understand me because they want to...
I don't make eye contact with anyone either... maybe I'm taking 'being mysterious' a bit too far...
how can I be easily understood?? I don't want to be 'in your face' all the time...
I'm just like the scene in Clueless/Bridget Jones... all by my self... don't want to be... all by my self... anymore!
everything sucks in one's late twenties!
late teens vs late twenties is like a bathfull of pie vs a hole in the ground... that leads to a pit of slime filled with floating...
I don't want to... like all day, whenever I see him all I want is to see him smile...
so when I talk to him I feel so boring cos I think I'm boring him...
I feel super boring now. I'm afraid of presenting at the group meeting because he will be there. I'm afraid of looking super stupid in front...
I've been trying to put myself off him cos he's taken... its kind of working. but today I saw him standing there with that look on his face... like looking for something expectantly. looking at me. I don't know what he's looking for.
this is a different guy! I chose him because he seemed to know what he is doing. I do think his project would be very productive and fulfill all the criteria for a PhD and I do trust his judgement. but... I just want the feeling of doing something that is all me - that I decided that I will take...