totally understand.. And I am happy you have found meaning in your life.. I speak only from my opinion.
I do not have a wife or kids, and am at a moment in my life where i feel like i need to define myself as a individual in society, and I particularly feel like that has a strong connection to...
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! DO NOT GIVE UP ON YOUR PASSION!
yes, you cite competition and lack of jobs.. but you are PASSIONATE! almost NOBODY is... PLEASE! I just graduated from a VERY demanding major (architecture) that i wasnt passionate about, and i just kept pushing myself because it was what...