A little word of wisdom: you are (probably) not a genius and that's okay. It is nice that you have a passion for physics and math. But mastering those subjects is a marathon, not a sprint. Maybe you will make a huge discovery once, but that's quite unlikely. If you have the right persistance, you can make some minor scientific breakthroughs once, but minor scientific breakthroughs are still awesome. Yes, there are child prodigies, but don't make the mistake of thinking that such people automatically have more pleasure or fulfilled lives. Please, continue reading some books on science in your free time from time to time, they will keep your interests awake and may provide some benefits on the long term. But in the end, it is in school that you have to perform, that's just the way the world works (I'm not saying it's the way it should, but just that it is). Meanwhile, while being patient for your future, it is always a good idea to broaden your worldview, have fun, go to parties etc. before you're too old for those