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Philosopher_k
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I have come to the conclusion that my ideal area of scientific persuit is the area of theoretical physics in specific string theory. Recently i have been researching on which field of theoretical physics i have the most interest in. My area of interests are most simply put the most fundamental questions of nature. How did the universe form? What is time? Why do higher dimensions work in the mathematics? and so on. The area of science which best deals with this area is string theory and ergo i wish to become a string theorist.
Once i wanted to be a pure mathematician, but now i find pure mathematics to be some what dry. I find beauty in the equations of nature, not in those abstract ones of the human mind (i don't mean to offend anyone this is just my opinion, i still believe pure mathematics can be beautiful but truth must always come before beauty).
Am i overreaching myself? Is string theory only for the cream of the cream of the top? Should i just pack in my bags and give in on these goals and find a career as some investment banker happy to live my life in ignorance?
Anything less than working on string theory just doesn't seem to appeal to me. I want to be like Brian greene or Edward Witten or Leonard Susskind. These guys are my heros. I want to learn from them and their colleagues, i want to master the mind of god.
Once i wanted to be a pure mathematician, but now i find pure mathematics to be some what dry. I find beauty in the equations of nature, not in those abstract ones of the human mind (i don't mean to offend anyone this is just my opinion, i still believe pure mathematics can be beautiful but truth must always come before beauty).
Am i overreaching myself? Is string theory only for the cream of the cream of the top? Should i just pack in my bags and give in on these goals and find a career as some investment banker happy to live my life in ignorance?
Anything less than working on string theory just doesn't seem to appeal to me. I want to be like Brian greene or Edward Witten or Leonard Susskind. These guys are my heros. I want to learn from them and their colleagues, i want to master the mind of god.