Hello, I`m an Indian citizen 27 of age. I was enrolled for an undergraduate course in Electrical engineering but due to the financial turmoil in my family i had to drop college and start working in a BPO industry.But something good happened while working in this industry,i got to interact with people from US and Canada,which opened a whole new perspective of knowledge. And as i had access to free internet while working i got into the habit of reading . It started with the wikipedia articles and in the past 2 years i found the beauty in science. I came across you guys here,and many more physics websites which i`ve been fanatically following. Now my question is that i`ve reached a point where nothing else apart from physics gives me the satisfaction.I tossed my religion and turned atheist. I lose sleep wondering about the grand cosmos. It feels as if the Universe is calling and every day i spent on this miserable job i feel guilty. Is there a way i can start over with my education? let me be a bit more specific. I don`t have the money to pursue a degree in physics from a fancy college here (anyway the education system is all broken in our country). So would it be sufficient if i go for the online courses? Would that help if i want to make career in physics? Any suggestions or advice would be appreciated. Thank you.