Recent content by ILEW

I am a pessimist and made things sound bad by using words like stalking. I don't know what is on her mind at all as I have never talked to her. I would never ever do such a thing and why would I? I'd go for the books instead. Your talk of taking some kind of moral high ground has actually...

Interesting, Moonbear. We didn't go to the same high school unfortunately. The other thing is even if she were to become interested, I wouldn't spend too much with her because I spend a lot of or basically all my time studying during semester. I was overloading last semester and even told her...

My exams are over and had some time to reflect on the issue. Just to keep things consistent I think it is best to post under this username. I haven't tried consuelling because I have the ability to overcome this urge if it must. i.e if she dosen't reply to another email I send her in the future...

You people are a bit mistaken. I definitely know her hair colour is light brown and it could be that I did see her face back in primary school but thought it was so pretty that I was too scared to look at it more because if I did I would have given away the truths, such as my immature thoughts...

I have heard her speak but not much. Actually I am pretty sure she has light brown hair. A colour like that is not very noticeable I think because it's light but not blonde nor red. Actually I have only seen her face directly once in my life which was this year and at a distance as I was walking...

You've hit the spot. My major weakness is having major difficulties with woman I am attracted to. In fact far worse, the more I am attracted to one, the faster I turn away and avoid her. Is this in the genes or a psychological illness. I have been like this for as far as I can remember. I have...

No. Brown hair I think. I never noticed her hair much nor her body for that matter. It's just her face that really did me back then and still now. Offcourse also her behaviour (i.e how she acted and did) in school I liked as well.

Huckleberry, are you suggesting you were both infatuated with each other? I don't have social anxiety disorder. I am simply getting lonely and regreting the past which seemed like such a golden opportunity. It could have been that it never worked out but I didn't try. You could say that now...

I think its just that I am really regretting all the opportunties I had in the past. Had I never seen her after primary school than she would gradually fade from my memory but would always be in there - i.e when I am in love with someone I would think about her and compare her to this person I...

Huckleberry, did you like her very much? Or was it more she liking you a lot back then and you liked her mildly. What I haven't said was that back in first year uni we took the same bus as we lived in the same surberb but I don't know which house she lives in and I obviously also purposely...

Your previous post was quiet nice to say the least, almost like a poem. Yeah its good that she still remembers me. How many full names can you remember from your primary school and especially any person you have never spoken to and didn't go to your high school? I can only think about only 5 in...

Mainly that my parents will find out.

Actually upon reflection, I think she might have been a bit alarmed at what I wrote in my second email to her (the first was just asking whether she was the correct person I was writing to) and may think about me negatively like I was crazy and might stalk her or something if she gave me more...

I have never talked to her. You see I am very weird which is understandable if one is into maths and physics like myself. Too bas she isn't at least I haven't seen her in any of my classes. I think I am a bit like Dirac except a bit more sociable but obviously much less talented. But you get the...

I have never talked to her. You see I am very weird which is understandable if one is into maths and physics like myself. Too bas she isn't at least I haven't seen her in any of my classes. I think I am a bit like Dirac except a bit more sociable but obviously much less talented. But you get the...