Bander, I appreciate your input. And no apology necessary, you're quite right.
There are variables here that this community doesn't know about, that would, otherwise known, reveal their error and misperception about me. What I've accumulated over the years is experience in the real world, and hard cold facts of life. I see students who have everything handed to them, then study limited amounts of time and go back to their video games. I'm not this guy. I realize my age plays an imperative role in my future, but this notion that because I'm 34 I'm somehow ineffective is ridiculous at it's very best. I don't know how many professors and students say things like "go after what you truly have a passion for, and don't listen to those that will try and bring you down. If you do something you love, you'll never work a day in your life". Yet, somehow, here everything is a black hole of disappointment. Not sure if the many years of math did this or just the disappointment in the job market. Either way, it's a horrible mentality to have. I'm a realist, and I agree with being honest, but I refuse to settle for being a pessimist.
I told myself before taking on this career path that I would be doing a lot of homework, and spending many hours in the math lab, and I'm fully prepared mentally for the task. Needless to say, as it should be obvious, I wasn't born yesterday. Another variable here has to do with where I live. There are a ton of jobs in the engineering (software, computer), physics, and the like all around me, practically within a 20 minute reach from me. I went on the jobs search just to see and there are jobs for people with a physics degree, base level. In fact, they're even looking for people within their sophomore year of school to start interships. The jobs range from missle defense to just about anything, and some of them would even pay for my graduate work. The work is here in more ways than one, and the decision to take on either an engineering degree or a physics degree (which in many of these jobs was acceptable either way) where I live is highly promising. So, yea, it's a great idea.
Finally, both my father and my uncle were highly intelligent and great at math. My uncle helped work on the the second phase of the Saturn rocket that did the man on the moon, etc. He worked for Boeing, worked for NASA, and finally came to where I live now to work for Martin Marietta which is now Lockheed Martin. So, I'm perfectly within my right to think I have the mental faculties to fulfill what it is I want to do. Will I spend a few more hours a day working on my math than someone right out of high school? Possibly. Who cares? The fact of the matter is if you are willing to put the work in, and you are persistent, anything is possible. This is the road I'm taking. Thanks.