Why do I feel entitled to it? Well, first of all, I am a very accomplished student in the Areas of Math / Physics / English, I got very good marks on the final exam in my country ( the only reason they are not excellent is because of: Arabic, Islamic studies, History ). I took online classes about math and physics subjects above high school level, and I can with all confidence say that my understanding in math is better than most students in here ( if not all students ) but there is no way to prove it, and no one seems to care in here ( I self taught myself integral calculus, most of linear Algebra, and I have a lot of understanding of other topics too - mainly pure math and number theory, though not through a formal education - ). People here do not speak English ( self educated ), even the highly educated knows a sentence or two, I am even better than my English teacher ( Although that is not a compliment to how good my English is, but to how bad our education is ) . and I feel entitled to it because I do not have enough money to even pay 5% of what US and UK universities require, let alone affording to live in these countries. I feel entitled to it because I want to study, and if given the chance, studying is all I want to do, because I want to be able to work hard. I feel entitled to it because education in here is bad ( in most of the Middle Eastern / African region ) and I don't think it will get me anywhere. I feel entitled to it because I believe everyone has to at least get a chance to get a good education, to study in a place where not everyone believes in superstition. Because there is no good university in here, and everyone is telling me that I did a great mistake because I chose to study physics and that I should choose medicine because my exam marks can get me into any university in the country and that physics is not going to get me anywhere ( which is true here ) .
I feel entitled to it because I am sure I can be really good if given the chance, I have been reading books about physics and math and watching videos and documentaries about it all my life, and now because it's hard to get out of this place, I am starting to shift into medicine ( a field that never interested me ) because after 10 years when I am alone, I want to be able to afford food, last year a nuclear physics PhD committed suicide because he didn't find a job, that's why I believe I deserve it more that those people who got good marks on their SATs and are now studying in MIT and they don't even deserve it.