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uperkurk
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I think for the first time in my life I am feeling really exhausted and slightly depressed. I'm studying computer science and I'm in my second year and I just feel completely exhausted and constantely tired.
I am really not enjoying my subjects and it just feels like a chore to learn something new. Not only that but because I have no drive to learn this stuff I'm not doing self study in my spare time just because it bores me to hell. It's getting to the stage now where I just think even if I stayed and finished uni, I'd hate to get a job in IT.
I'll be honest and say that I am a failure, I've tried a few things in my life and failed at them all, well I was in the navy for 2 years but left just because I could not stand living in a tin can with 40 other men in a room the size of your living room.
I just about scraped my way into year 2 and now it's just getting so difficult, and I don't know how much longer I can keep going like this for. The thing is I am a simple person and I'd be completely happy with a job in Tesco and my PC games.
I just can't bare to tell my friends and family that "I failed" at uni too :(
I am really not enjoying my subjects and it just feels like a chore to learn something new. Not only that but because I have no drive to learn this stuff I'm not doing self study in my spare time just because it bores me to hell. It's getting to the stage now where I just think even if I stayed and finished uni, I'd hate to get a job in IT.
I'll be honest and say that I am a failure, I've tried a few things in my life and failed at them all, well I was in the navy for 2 years but left just because I could not stand living in a tin can with 40 other men in a room the size of your living room.
I just about scraped my way into year 2 and now it's just getting so difficult, and I don't know how much longer I can keep going like this for. The thing is I am a simple person and I'd be completely happy with a job in Tesco and my PC games.
I just can't bare to tell my friends and family that "I failed" at uni too :(