I would recommend learning Calculus using a book written in your native language.
You don't need the distraction of struggling to understand a foreign language while learning a hard subject.
However, while you're doing that, you could also read the English version of your book on the side mapping the terminology from your native language to English. Having both versions of the same book could help for future reference as well.
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One book, I like is Keisler's book on Calculus because it uses hyperreals in its early development so that you learn about limits later than earlier. However, its considered non-standard because of the hyperreal basis of the book.
https://people.math.wisc.edu/~hkeisler/calc.html
Spivak is suitable for self-study, but the gold standard/most popular is the Stewart book, although there may be more recent, better-quality books.
Here is a list of the top five:
Some honorable Mentions: