I am the product of a horrible excuse for a public education system, where actually teaching math without the use of a calculator simply does not exist. I am not great at math in the slightest modicum without a calculator and found this out my first year in university where they didn't allow the use of a calculator.. I withdrew from that class and since then have been bouncing around majors I find boring and have no interest in.. I have always loved the idea of physics and anyything about space, it has fascinated me since I was a child.. I am 22 now and I'm still bouncing around majors but I have not gone into a physics major because of the math prerequisite. I know if I had some math help, I could learn it. I love reading about physics and space more than anything. I feel as if I have no place, no meaning in this world and that is the cause of my perpetual apathy. I really need some advice other than a college guidance counselor basically telling me I'm too stupid to become a physics major. I don't know what to do and I'm on the verge of just not doing or caring about anything anymore. I implore you, the reader of this post.. Please help me!