I don't know if what I'm in the process of developing is a superstition or just a variable on putting the needs of others before mine. Here's what's going on that I'm getting a little jumpy about.
Every time I go to a doctor, something happens to that doctor :
1. up and moves with very little warning, (out of the blue retirement for one, and up and moved out of state for another. Both had something traumatic happen within the first 2 years of leaving that was seriously damaging to their health.)
2. suddenly gets diagnosed with leukemia, cancer, or something else fatal.
3. is killed in a car wreck,
4, loses hospital privaleges. (To be perfectly honest on this one, it was her choice to give up hospital privaleges to relieve a massive time pressure between her work/home/husband/retarded brother she needed to care for. But when looking for a doctor, you don't chose one that doesn't have hosp. privaleges. I wish she had told me at the beginning.
Dang, number 1, 2, and 3, (the fatal kind ) happened almost immediately after I had my first check up with a new doctor and got pap smear.
Number 4, I needed to have a really odd looking mole that changed taken off, then she loses hospital privaleges. No pap. She still has office hours here.
We're basically an smallish isolated town, we can't afford to lose any more doctors. I have not had the option of going to the same doctor twice in over 10 years.
And, well, it's kind of a joke in my family, that as soon as a doctor gets somebody mad, they're going to make me go in for a pap.
I'm leary of the impact to the doctor if I have to go see one and I really shouldn't be. I've never really been a superstitious person... but this pap smear killing off the doctors is some what of a worry even though we joke about it. I haven't even been to a doctor in about 5 years now.
(edit) Depending on how you want to count number 4, I'm 6 for 6 on physician upheavals. If there was a doctor in town I already reallllly couldn't stand,,,,,
(2nd edit: I just realized,,,, If there was a doctor in town I already reallly couldn't stand... He's be a proctologist. )