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I am sixteen years old and am a junior in High School. College has been a huge pressure in my life and I don't know what to study for college. I am constantly told to go with my passion, take a career test or you don't need to know now. I am always one for decisive decisions but I can not decide. I have loved film and cinema very much as well as all types of sciences since birth. They have been the only passions and things I am "good," or insightful about. I have struggled in freshman and sophomore year due to some personal experiences (as well as my chronic laziness :P) and now my GPA has suffered exponentially. It is a 2.5 and I am freaking out. It really limits my options. I have taken career tests but they both limit me and force me to choose science or the arts. Also limiting. (errrrrgggh). The biggest problem is during my elementary and middle school years, my math classes and teachers were BEYOND ATROCIOUS. Terrible teachers, bad students, etc. It all hindered my mental growth, now in High School I suffer in Algebra II and Trig because of my past experience and the formulas get jumbled in my head. It just doesn't click sometimes. I don't know why. I study. I do the problems right when the teacher watches. Then BAM! I get a D on my test. They say I have to be good at Math for science, but I get straight A's on the science finals! I really want to understand how the universe works more than anything. Much of which is in the realm of Physics, Which I hold an interest in. I've a couple actual formal IQ tests (upon my request) within the past year that dealt with numerical patterns, shapes, basic computation and verbal skills and I got on the first try a score of 134 IQ and on the second time I got a 137 IQ Score which they told me was very good. I JUST DON'T GET IT. Ugh I am completely lost. I don't know what to do. If you have taken the time to read this and answer I can't thank you enough. My MBTI personality type is INTJ if that helps at all.Thank you very much in advance! :)
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