Plato said: "We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark; the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light."
Plato, very interesting philosopher and mathematician. People of science I think have a problem, leaving their secure science world, honestly they (you) are a bit obscure, let us face it, just certain people understand what you guys are talking about. But that it is the gracious part. Anyway just invite a lady (coworker, a friend, an online date, a neighbor lady etc..) for lunch or coffee and have a nice talk. Be a Good listener. See where that goes, it might go nowhere but you did not loose a thing, you just won a confidence of braking the ice and meet wonderful ladies. A woman will bring a rainbow into your life, your life is going to be more beautiful and fulfilling. $$ one \pi change$$
You reminds me this guy's poem:
“I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.”
I like this one:
“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.”
Pablo Neruda
The most important beauty with time it shows it was always inside. Guapa
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