A big fuzzy ball of psychic fiberglass
ShawnD said:
I asked the doctor for something that will have effects similar to alcohol (talk faster, stop studdering, talk endlessly about anything, not be scared to approach people, general mental freedom, etc) but so far I've seen the exact opposite.
Researchers are getting away from serotonin chemicals for social anxiety and moving toward noradrenaline chemicals. I tried Reboxetine (I have avoidant personality disorder which is severe social phobia) and it was great. The side-effects are sympthetic-nervous-system related, though, which means you will probably experience premature ejaculation (worse than it sounds, though it is also something many people learn to live with) and urinary hesitancy. At a partial dosage, the side-effects are lessened, of course. I am experienced with taking partial doses of Reboxitine long-term and combining that with a broad dietary-supplementation regimen (i.e., a "cocktail" strategy) some of which also has effects on noradrenaline metabolism.
Reboxetine can be mail-ordered without a prescription from here (this is where I buy it from):
http://www.smart-drugs.net/ias-order-Intro.htm#Reboxetine
If you are using alcohol for your anxiety, you need to stop immediately. You have numerous posts on Physics Forums going back a long time indirectly indicating that you suffer from alcohol dependency. All alcohol containers in your house need to be poured down the kitchen drain as soon as you read this message. If you can't do that, you need to seek professional help. When seeking professional help, specifically mention avoidant personality disorder and anxiety-related alcohol dependency.
Social phobics and avoidant-personality-disordereds typically become dependent upon alcohol for anxiety reduction. See:
http://www.toad.net/~arcturus/dd/avoid.htm
http://www.toad.net/~arcturus/dd/avpdtable.htm
Dual Diagnosis Treatment: These individuals are vulnerable to substance use that reduces interpersonal vulnerability or eases social paralysis. Drugs or alcohol may give AvPDs a sense of efficacy; when using, AvPDs believe they can spend time with people; they can be attractive and effective interpersonally. So, if there is chemical relief from disconnection with others, treatment will hardly be an attractive alternative.
Addiction for AvPDs provides escape and avoidance of painful feelings or situations. Modulation of hyperarousal and of self-deprecatory thoughts is a prominent function of AvPD addiction (Richards).
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Confrontation usual to substance abuse treatment may defeat these individuals and overwhelm their defenses. Humiliation cannot be tolerated. Confrontation should be modified and more supportive than needed for individuals with more self-confidence.
Abstinence should not be a prerequisite to treatment. AvPDs believe they can do very little. They are inclined to give up. Abstinence as a goal can allow service providers to bolster AvPDs' self-confidence through manageable treatment objectives.
Reboxetine is good enough (search PubMed for Reboxetine anxiety) that I think you could be confidant that it would fully provide the anti-anxiety effects you currently use alcohol for.
I have tried serotonin boosting/reuptake chemicals and I have noticed the same phenomenon that you described, by the way. I described it as
insulation, meaning it was like there was a big fuzzy ball of psychic fiberglass surrounding me and protecting me from the opinions of others.