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I'm about to graduate with a degree in physics. I have ADHD, depression and anxiety related issues. I've worked very hard to overcome these issues, and I feel I have very recently actually hit my stride with getting things done consistently.
Likewise, my GPA is pretty bad, but I've curtailed the issues that lead to it being poor. I'm also doing work in a biophysics lab (and I'll probably get a decent letter of recommendation - to whatever my next step is). However, my real interest may be in engineering - particularly if I get to deal with multiple areas (i.e. systems engineering). I know one person in my lab who worked at Raytheon (who is now pursuing a Ph.D.), basically was the inbetween guy as a physics graduate. Because of my issues, I lacked the confidence to reach out to people and pursue this.
So, I'm in an odd spot. I want to move into engineering, but I may need to prove my worth before I can get the kind of work I actually want to do for my life. A postgraduate degree might be needed (and actually it's probably what I want to do, I went from anxiety-ridden procrastination to enjoying working 10-12 hour days, almost like it's eating a nice, meaty, satisfying steak).
I think also relevant is that I'm completely consumed by space exploration, and I think it's likely that the BFR that SpaceX is working on will open up a tremendous amount of development in the aerospace industry. Likewise, I don't need to absolutely right now get into it - but I do need to take the next step to moving towards this dream.
The ADHD is interesting - I've both managed to work more effectively like a normal person, but I also have an obsessiveness that when captured allows me to spend hours and hours and hours working on something, especially technically difficult problems. Of my strengths, it's a strong physical intuition (even as a "lazy" ADHD student, I was actually pretty fast at getting the physical basics of problems down). I'm also highly creative, but my attitude is towards rationality and refinement - which I think could be a very powerful combination if I can get myself into my area of interest.
Of my skills, I can code at a more basic level in MATLAB, Python and C. Programming was also one of the things that I was better at in comparison to my peers.
I'm almost ashamed that I never spent time as an undergraduate pursuing an engineering minor or more design oriented coursework - it's something that completely takes me over and I can't stop doing once I start designing something - even the most trivial of things. It made me very quick at our undergraduate lab setups. Everyone complained about aligning the mirrors in the speed of light experiment. I found this process quite natural. I'm also strong with geometric problems.
So, I don't know what it's going to take to get to where I need to be, but I could use some advice, especially from engineers and people who work in engineering who have physics degrees. I believe that in the right area, I could be very productive and could contribute a lot, but I need some advice on A. what I can do with my degree now and B. what sorts of jobs/internships/etc. I should be doing now with a mediocre resume that I'm willing to work hard to improve.
I'd also throw in what kind of people I should be networking with and advice on condensing this stuff down into a more compact package that communicates my desires and talents.
Likewise, my GPA is pretty bad, but I've curtailed the issues that lead to it being poor. I'm also doing work in a biophysics lab (and I'll probably get a decent letter of recommendation - to whatever my next step is). However, my real interest may be in engineering - particularly if I get to deal with multiple areas (i.e. systems engineering). I know one person in my lab who worked at Raytheon (who is now pursuing a Ph.D.), basically was the inbetween guy as a physics graduate. Because of my issues, I lacked the confidence to reach out to people and pursue this.
So, I'm in an odd spot. I want to move into engineering, but I may need to prove my worth before I can get the kind of work I actually want to do for my life. A postgraduate degree might be needed (and actually it's probably what I want to do, I went from anxiety-ridden procrastination to enjoying working 10-12 hour days, almost like it's eating a nice, meaty, satisfying steak).
I think also relevant is that I'm completely consumed by space exploration, and I think it's likely that the BFR that SpaceX is working on will open up a tremendous amount of development in the aerospace industry. Likewise, I don't need to absolutely right now get into it - but I do need to take the next step to moving towards this dream.
The ADHD is interesting - I've both managed to work more effectively like a normal person, but I also have an obsessiveness that when captured allows me to spend hours and hours and hours working on something, especially technically difficult problems. Of my strengths, it's a strong physical intuition (even as a "lazy" ADHD student, I was actually pretty fast at getting the physical basics of problems down). I'm also highly creative, but my attitude is towards rationality and refinement - which I think could be a very powerful combination if I can get myself into my area of interest.
Of my skills, I can code at a more basic level in MATLAB, Python and C. Programming was also one of the things that I was better at in comparison to my peers.
I'm almost ashamed that I never spent time as an undergraduate pursuing an engineering minor or more design oriented coursework - it's something that completely takes me over and I can't stop doing once I start designing something - even the most trivial of things. It made me very quick at our undergraduate lab setups. Everyone complained about aligning the mirrors in the speed of light experiment. I found this process quite natural. I'm also strong with geometric problems.
So, I don't know what it's going to take to get to where I need to be, but I could use some advice, especially from engineers and people who work in engineering who have physics degrees. I believe that in the right area, I could be very productive and could contribute a lot, but I need some advice on A. what I can do with my degree now and B. what sorts of jobs/internships/etc. I should be doing now with a mediocre resume that I'm willing to work hard to improve.
I'd also throw in what kind of people I should be networking with and advice on condensing this stuff down into a more compact package that communicates my desires and talents.