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Hey everyone!
I started Astronomy Ph.D at a very good (as good as any top university) university this fall but I'm struggling a lot and it's only been 3 weeks! The problem isn't the amount of stuff that I have to do (I am taking two undergrad classes, one grad class and am being a TA), it's that my motivation is at an all time low. Earlier I had this huge dread over me of not earning a 4.0 and not making it to grad school and I very much love Physics so that made me push and keep going. But after going through so much, I decided to learn to try and be a bit more relaxed as opposed to being anxious and worried all the time about exams. But I think I overshot in the other direction too much and now am very distracted and spend very little time studying. When I do get to study, I can focus for >4 hours but as soon as I go do something else (for example, Youtube), that consumes me for hours too! I really want to do as good as I did as an undergraduate, but I think I am just scared because the amount of dedication I had earlier led me to sometimes not even notice people around me and their feelings and I sometimes came off as rude. But I want to make sure I don't do that anymore. I don't know, I just feel very lost and confused.
Any help on this would be highly appreciated.
Plus, I'm sure the whole quarantine is not helping my mental health either, I find myself going through mood swings all the time!
I started Astronomy Ph.D at a very good (as good as any top university) university this fall but I'm struggling a lot and it's only been 3 weeks! The problem isn't the amount of stuff that I have to do (I am taking two undergrad classes, one grad class and am being a TA), it's that my motivation is at an all time low. Earlier I had this huge dread over me of not earning a 4.0 and not making it to grad school and I very much love Physics so that made me push and keep going. But after going through so much, I decided to learn to try and be a bit more relaxed as opposed to being anxious and worried all the time about exams. But I think I overshot in the other direction too much and now am very distracted and spend very little time studying. When I do get to study, I can focus for >4 hours but as soon as I go do something else (for example, Youtube), that consumes me for hours too! I really want to do as good as I did as an undergraduate, but I think I am just scared because the amount of dedication I had earlier led me to sometimes not even notice people around me and their feelings and I sometimes came off as rude. But I want to make sure I don't do that anymore. I don't know, I just feel very lost and confused.
Any help on this would be highly appreciated.
Plus, I'm sure the whole quarantine is not helping my mental health either, I find myself going through mood swings all the time!