"How do I interperet particle fields? Are they still probability amplitudes?"
That's my favorite question ;-) (talked about that a lot in the past few weeks)
The problem you have with QFT may be at least in part due to the fact that nobody ever tells you what exactly a QFT field and its state is.
In QFT, the fields themselves are (in path integral formulation) classical fields, not prob. amplitudes. Consider an elastic membrane - the field is the displacement at each point.
In QFT, you now have a probability amplitude for each possible field configuration - the state of a quantum field is a superposition of all possible field configurations, each with its own probability amplitude.
Since it is very difficult to calculate with this kind of object (its a wave functional - a wave function with functions as arguments), people usually don't use it, but conceptionally I think it is important to understand this.
If you do a Fourier analysis, each Fourier component of your field behaves like a harmonic oscillator - so in the ground state the probability of finding a value a_k of the k'th Fourier mode is given by a gaussian centered at zero. (And that is why people will tell you that the expectation value of the field is zero for a vacuum state - but there is still a probability of measuring a non-zero state, exactly as for the position of a particle in a QHO).
If you have a 1-particle state in mode k, this means that the prob. amplitude for the Fourier coefficient of a_k looks like the first excited function of the QHO. It still has a zero expectation value, but now it has a different prob. amplitude. (And this is why you can read that a state with a definite particle number has a vanishing expectation value of the corresponding classical field.)
Hope this helps.