2003-04-25
So russ, (can I call you russ?) here I am living one of the richest countries in the world, have served that country by donating a work that is probably unparalleled, in the World, and I had to go to the meal today a Beg for the ticket that they charge us a dollar for. They do that so that we can have a sense of dignity, in being served the meal, inasmuch as, we don't feel as if we are all nothing more then 'charity cases'.
That/it is NOT your fault russ, clearly.
It is in the pursuit of justice that we follow the course that was done here, the asking of questions, as it is in the asking of questions, that people seek the Truth. It is also that when they seek the truth in that manner, they are far more likely to arrive at an answer that they believe, as it is the answer that they found, not one that was attempted to be 'shoved down their throats'.
It is (in) the nature of learning, that that occurs, and it is the best manner of communicating the Truth, by letting the Truth speak for itself, as it is a 'self evident one'.
Even though we disagreed on the war positions russ, and even if you have changed your mind on that one, regardless, this one is clearly russ, not your fault.
(If you do change your mind on the war issue, well, if you feel any guilt for it, simply shed that guilt upon the responsible party, George, your President, as it was clearly out of your hands, not really in your control.)
I live in a free country, but I suspect that my Prime Minster must have a sore arm, by now, as "arm twisting" (muscling) has a tendency to do such things, to people. If it was of his hand that I was ignored, well, the Canadian press would have eaten him alive for it, as I defended Freedom in the Democratic World, and they know it. (Some of them)
But I cannot, of good conscience, blame the US for what has happened to me, simply the politician that is the responsible party, the one(s) who has/have the power, and opportunity, to have me suppressed/oppressed, enslaved actually, enslaved to/by poverty. (Know how many paintings I could have done, in the last two years, had I been recognized? Know how much that would have been worth?)
See, if you play with power, (The Force) Then the Power will play with you, whereas if you deal with your 'responsibilities', (as by right) then the Power (The Force) takes care of itself, and it all works out for the 'Greater Good', of everyone.
Now, if you know 'where you are', and you can figure out 'where you have been', then you can point to 'where you would like to go' as that is the nature of learning as well. (Sorry no shortcuts, you'll get lost!)
So I know where I am, and where I have come from, only I cannot point to where I would like to go, because someone is blocking the path, clear, and it isn't you russ, not your fault, NOT at all.
Actually I owe you a Thank You russ, as you actually helped me here, so THANKS Russ_Watters, Thanks!
I actually wrote something like this out earlier today, really nice piece of writing (if I say so myself) that, when I had finished typing it, as I had no disc to capture it on, I sat back in the seat, pausing to rest briefly from the cathartic that the writing of it, was, I stretched out my legs under the desk, accidentally touched the power bar under the desktop, (that I hadn't even known was there!) and watched as the computer screen went blank. 'Virtually gonzo'
Not an obvious reason in the World that I should be a homeless man, destitute, with no money, after having accomplished what, by God's Grace, I did.
(No it was certainly NOT single handed, then again it wouldn’t have been the same, without me)
But let's be sure Russ, it ain't your fault. So please, forgive me, for my use of you as 'sounding board', forum for the venting of the reality of my persecution by person(s) to whom Freedom, Justice, Liberty, And Democracy, MEAN NOTHING, as judged by their actions, not their words.
It is of note that the only public place I can get my name, attached to MY work is on the net, heck even the local newspaper will not publish anything that I might write, I've not an address to give them, hence no publication of anything, you know, letters to the Editor, Zilch!
Will it even end? Will the culprits be brought to justice? Will anyone ever bother to respond to anything that I tell them? Will I ever get the credit that I have, so clearly, E-A-R-N-E-D, who knows?
Me, I'm simply disgusted by it all!
BTW Russ, if I had need of witnesses to what I had done, the Justices of the Supreme Court of Canada, (eight presently sitting, one since retired) and three other individuals (Prime Minister, Attorney General of that day, and one other) who were 'in the know' about it all, at the time of it's taking place. So proving what transpired would be easy enough.
Please someone, tell me why I am being suppressed this way, cause I am clearly NOT the embarrassment here!
