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Destroxia
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I've graduated from college about 4 months ago with a B.S. in Physics, and a minor in Mathematics. I've applied to so many jobs I lost count, Physics Jobs, MechE jobs, EE Jobs, SystemsE, SoftwareE, etc. I've interviewed at maybe 3 places only so far, and from those interviews they informed my references for the position that I did a fantastic job interviewing, then I get turned down. I don't have any internship experience, but I do have a very long research position in college in which I did a lot of programming in Python. I've also applied to post-college internships with no luck.
Now keep in mind, I'm just trying to find an engineering job/regular job instead of grad school because I realized I'm not interested in research/academia in the least. My biggest interest is teaching by far. I would be open to teaching high school if I hadn't heard so many horror stories about it and the terrible pay. My real dream is to teach college level physics, you know, not just Mechanics and Electro intro courses, but statistical mechanics types of courses. I know I need a PhD to teach courses like this, but I know teaching at college and research go hand-in-hand and I don't think I could handle that, let alone getting the PhD in the first place.
At this point, I feel broken (not to be dramatic). Every time I fill another application out it feels like I'm just wasting my time. All my confidence has been replaced with insecurity. I tried to message a past physics adviser, and he dodged my emails. I have no direction, or path. My only interest at this point is teaching.
Any suggestions for what I can do? At this point I've figured my only real options without hating myself are to:
1. Join the Air Force as an Officer
2. Get a certification to teach in High School
3. Get a Masters and potentially teach at a community college.
4. Get my PhD in something like STEM education, or education. (Is this a viable path for what I want, I don't know)
5. Sit through physics PhD to get Uni teaching rights.
6. Continue to apply to jobs/internships en masse (even though it hasn't been working at all)
Now keep in mind, I'm just trying to find an engineering job/regular job instead of grad school because I realized I'm not interested in research/academia in the least. My biggest interest is teaching by far. I would be open to teaching high school if I hadn't heard so many horror stories about it and the terrible pay. My real dream is to teach college level physics, you know, not just Mechanics and Electro intro courses, but statistical mechanics types of courses. I know I need a PhD to teach courses like this, but I know teaching at college and research go hand-in-hand and I don't think I could handle that, let alone getting the PhD in the first place.
At this point, I feel broken (not to be dramatic). Every time I fill another application out it feels like I'm just wasting my time. All my confidence has been replaced with insecurity. I tried to message a past physics adviser, and he dodged my emails. I have no direction, or path. My only interest at this point is teaching.
Any suggestions for what I can do? At this point I've figured my only real options without hating myself are to:
1. Join the Air Force as an Officer
2. Get a certification to teach in High School
3. Get a Masters and potentially teach at a community college.
4. Get my PhD in something like STEM education, or education. (Is this a viable path for what I want, I don't know)
5. Sit through physics PhD to get Uni teaching rights.
6. Continue to apply to jobs/internships en masse (even though it hasn't been working at all)