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sweetvirgogirl
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so as you guys already know, I'm mentally ill ... I have been suicidal/depressed for more than a year (and I'm still alive wow!)
I'm also epileptic ... and I have several physical problems as well, but I would rather not discuss them on here
but hey I'm not about to die or anything ... (unless i kill myself.. and i have no guts for that)
now...
my studies got affected due to it, and I had to retake several courses coz I had to withdraw from them and stuff like that
in order to be able to graduate within 4 years, I will have to take lots and lots of classes over summer and tons of courses both semesters next year, so my life might be a hell ... but hey, maybe it won't be that bad ...
there are two losses with this though ...
1) I won't be able to minor in physics (ouch!)
2) How will i able to do internship?!
Now I might take another semester and be able to do internship and minor in physics ... the problems with that ... considering I'm not doing double major or anything
1) disgrace - to family and I'm going to feel really stupid too, considering most of my friends will graduate in time or even a semester early :/
2) grad schools may look down upon it
3) i may never be able to get over it that I let my studies got affected
Any suggestions will be greatly appreciated!
Thank you!
I'm also epileptic ... and I have several physical problems as well, but I would rather not discuss them on here
but hey I'm not about to die or anything ... (unless i kill myself.. and i have no guts for that)
now...
my studies got affected due to it, and I had to retake several courses coz I had to withdraw from them and stuff like that
in order to be able to graduate within 4 years, I will have to take lots and lots of classes over summer and tons of courses both semesters next year, so my life might be a hell ... but hey, maybe it won't be that bad ...
there are two losses with this though ...
1) I won't be able to minor in physics (ouch!)
2) How will i able to do internship?!
Now I might take another semester and be able to do internship and minor in physics ... the problems with that ... considering I'm not doing double major or anything
1) disgrace - to family and I'm going to feel really stupid too, considering most of my friends will graduate in time or even a semester early :/
2) grad schools may look down upon it
3) i may never be able to get over it that I let my studies got affected
Any suggestions will be greatly appreciated!
Thank you!