Telos said:
Thanks for the reply. ;)
I am in the market to go back to school for QM, but I am doing as much independent learning as possible to make myself certain of the commitment. So, I ask that you view my concern as "professional," for that is where it is directed.
I am genuinely worried that my future conceptual development could inevitably be mired by what seems a natural intoxication. I assumed that, given the widespread interest and debate in string theory, that others here have gone through a similar psychological transition and found it disturbing? Like a heavy dose of opium?
Are there things scientists do every now and then to reorient their thinking towards an open and skeptical mindset, particularly in this issue?
The obvious answer would be "get acquainted with CDT"
Nonperturbative QG may well not APPEAL to you, but at least you will get some idea of at least one of the QG alternatives to string.
I started a thread here called "Quantum Graffiti" which is about CDT and related stuff.
CDT stems from an attempt in early 1990s by Jan Ambjorn et al to find a nonperturbative formulation of string theory, more precisely matrix theory.
Ordinarily stringy theories begin with a prior spacetime geometry, fixed in advance. The only gravitatonal interactions they model are small ripples or perturbations in that prior geometry. This means stringy theories are in a sense not fundamental---dont deal with what is really there---but are instead perturbative approximations.
It has long been a goal of string theorists to arrive at a NONperturbative, background independent formulation (one not requiring a prior background geometry to be posited.)
The existence of an EVENTUAL nonperturbative background independent version has become something of an article of faith. But it never seems to get closer.
Ambjorn started dynamical triangulations (DT) as part of that quest. It didnt work for some years. Later he teamed up with Loll, who added a feature and in 1998 there was CDT.
I can't promise you that you will LIKE it, but there are only a few CDT papers (most results have come since 2003). So if you are worried about getting hooked on one option too early then one thing to do is to quickly scan one of the other options.
the reading list is easy to get, just search Loll papers at arxiv and don't read anything before 2004 (there is one good 2001 paper I can tell you about).
Read the short papers. Or the introduction and conclusion sections of long papers. Stay away from the Black Hole paper of Loll and Dittrich which is too hard. but basically just skim the recent ones on this list
http://arxiv.org/find/grp_physics/1/au:+loll/0/1/0/all/0/1
you can still be hooked on stringery, which is perfectly fine to be, but you won't worry so much about being unaware of alternatives