Thanks Justablonde I will look into it.
I do get scared when messing with my meds though, last time I went off of abilify I lost the ability to feel emotionally connected to other people, and I became super depressed and almost committed suicide. Never the less though I will check it out. In looks I used to be a A-, but now I am more like a D+. I have to take a lot of stuff too.
If I go without abilify I loose the ability to emotionally connect with other people, I loose a lot of motivation, I start having strange perceptions, and I get super depressed.
If I go without lithium I start feeling super angry and paranoid.
If I go without tregretol l then I loose all impulse control, constantly make up stories, obsessively talk about sexual things, cry all the time, and my IQ seems to drop by about 20 points.
If I go without paxil then my OCD really kicks in and I start seeing horrific images in my mind, and obsess about other things constantly.
If I go without xanx then I have a lot of problems with anxiety.
I have to take this other medicine too, I don't remember what it is called, but it is for the tremors in my hands. Which I have even if I don't take lithium. The older I get the worse the tremors become.