Hi! I'm a newbie here from Chem Engineering Im trying to build up my motivation back in this major. I dont hate Chem Eng courses, but I DONT FEEL MYSELF IS DEVELOPING IN THIS AREA. * I chose ChemEng in the first place cuz I was okayy in Sc and Maths subjects BACK THEN in high school, and I randomly choose this since they said its a broad field. Outside of classroom, i perform pretty well (!) leading and organizing several events for our club, giving talks, but things are 180 degree different for my major studies. As the year passed I did the homeworks half-heartedly, I dont ask questions in class. my cgpa is getting down every year, and right now is at 3.1 :( Mostly, the easier elective subjects saved my cgpa;. A*/As for the electives classes Politic/Philosophy/Presentation/Debate etc~ Basic Sc Maths class : A in Basic Programming, B*/B for Calculus, Chem, Physics. Major classes : B* for Management of Technology B for Physical Chemistry 1&2, ChemEng Calculation, ChemEng Lab. C for Organic Chemistry, D for Thermodynamics T.T Am currently taking Fluid Dynamics, Solid State and Polymer Chemistry. * So, how do I find my joy back in study? i've always been a high-spirited girl, but this thing is reallyy not going well for me. I've applied for Internship from a few companies and currently waiting for their replies.