Which authors do you suggest? I find the high up physics textbooks tend to go into more detail mathematically but will glaze over physical concepts. I find the lower level books (even down to non-science major physics and astronomy books) will really explain the concepts even if they don't go into much depth.
I think I am far enough away from you in my field that I don't know if my favorite authors would work for you. There's always Feynman, but he covers limited ground. As I said, you just have to look around for the best explanations at various sources, and by doing that, you not only learn the best explanations, you also learn who your favorite authors are. Another trick you can use to find more good authors, once you have found one, is to use the references from your favorite authors to see which books they might endorse.
I find I can spend a lot of time using equations without really knowing what they mean. This seems to happen a lot in physics courses. For example, in my last day of freshman e and m my professor asked us to explain maxwell's equations without using any math. No-one in the class could do it.
Of course, you will not know the meaning behind every step of every calculation you do, but particularly, E and M had very deep meaning to me when I first studied it. I had a picture in my mind for all the major concepts. Electrodynamics, though, was kind of hard to conceptualize.
How can I go about finding physical meaning in these equations?
The basic idea is that the divergence of a vector field at a point is the flux going through an infinitesimal box at that point. Somewhat similar idea for curl. The details get kind of involved when you put the displacement current in and all that. But I can see it all in my mind's eye. I had to come up with a lot of it myself, with help from various books.
People say that physics is all math but physics describes the natural world and math is just how we describe it.
Some things really can be a challenge to picture. Actually, knowing more math--conceptual math, provides more ways to picture some things in physics.
How do I understand physics from these books, not just understand how to do my homework?
You have to think for yourself. That has to be part of the solution. But if you don't get enough help, it might be hard. So, you have to start by finding the right books that will get you going.
It seems like a lot of people are great at learning math without understand the concepts. When I asked other students how they were studying for calc IV they said the methods to do the math were in my notes, and that I just needed to follow them. If you ask them why they do those steps they usually can't answer. This seems to work well for a lot of people but it's not really my learning style.
Oh, but they AREN'T great at learning math without understanding the concepts. They are just good at cheating the system and cheating themselves. They won't retain much and at the end, all they will have is a grade and not much knowledge.
Physicists boring? I've never thought it that way but I know what you mean. Many seem to look down on the arts and social sciences even though these subjects teach you how to communicate. Personally I'm working on a history minor with my physics degree to improve my writing skills and give me a different perspective.
Well, for me, conceptualizing and visualizing is fun. Calculations are boring, although they have their place. That is what I mean by calling them boring.
Anyway I do have a lot of trouble learning math and physics when I can't visualize it. 3-D calculus was difficult for my to visualize. I told my calc III and IV professor that and he told me to just follow mechanical steps.
Well, there are times when just following mechanical steps might be appropriate, provided you understand why you are doing it, but for him to say that as a general comment without qualification makes me wonder how he ended up as a math professor or even being able to get a PhD.
I can never remember them if I can't visualize what I'm doing so I ended up being dependent on people who could explain it to me and didn't really have time to learn everything because I couldn't grasp these ideas from my professor or my textbook.
You just need to try harder to think about it on your own. But, actually, talking to other people is a really good strategy sometimes. You just don't want to be TOO dependent on it.
I need to learn how to visualize and grasp these ideas more by myself since there's go to be less and less help the further I go up. I'm just not sure how to do this. Maybe I do just need to read a textbook that I can relate to more.
You could try Visual Complex Analysis. That book helped me a lot with visualization. It is something you need to know in physics, too, I guess. There's some really nice physical reasoning in the last few chapters.
Your advice on memorization seems very helpful for things I already know how to do, like homework problems that I've solved once but am a little shaky on. I've never quite been sure how to study for the problems on tests and often feel there's no way to study for them.
Just do a lot of problems and spend some time thinking really hard about the concepts, so that the concepts are all at your fingertips.
Just remember to ask "why" all the time and try to find the answer.