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Brian Leist
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Hi all,
I am interested in advancing my education in theoretical physics, specifically topics concerning quantum field theories and quantum gravity. However, I have a somewhat rocky background as an early undergrad and while my Master's degree was achieved with great success in the classroom and in research, I am not an appealing candidate on paper.
I have a bunch of the background posted below, and I'm sorry if this amount is not appreciated, but I include it to better paint a picture of my situation. To cut to the advice that I am looking for is in how to find opportunities (from most preferable to least) to
1. Find a PhD program in theoretical physics which includes a stipend (anywhere on the globe).
2. Find a PhD program in theoretical physics in which I could find a job in the university or something.
3. Find a Masters program, where although I already have a Msc Phyiscs, I could prove my chops in
theoretical physics and start networking in that community.
4. Find a job at a university which had a theoretical physics group that would be open to me hanging
around. I would be satisfied running the labs and learning what I could from others.
5. Is anyone else, now or have been, in a similar situation?
It should also be known that I'm:
a. willing as well as eager to study abroad
b. willing to work for very little money if I can advance my education
c. I am planning to use this summer to study for and take the physics GRE
I spent the first years of college a total mess. When I was later into the physics program, my professors couldn't believe my early transcript. I was unsure of what I wanted to do, unprepared for college, and spending most of my time outside of the classroom working to pay for tuition. I was also better at working than I was a student at the time. Eventually I decided to take a few physics courses, as I'd always had an interest and read any popular book on the subject I could but just assumed that was a topic for better students than I. But if I was going to go out of University, I might as well take a few physics courses.
I wasn't immediately a hit student from that point on. I still had to figure out how to drop the number of hours I had to work out of the classroom and sand off much of the mathematical rust. However, I improved each semester, got in with a research group in astronomy, earned a few grants and scholarships to supplement working, and by the end of my undergraduate degree I was among the top performers in the classroom. I proved my capabilities to myself and to my own university, at least, and earned a full ride to the graduate program as a GTA. Those years in late undergraduate and graduate were the best of my life, so far, but I'm still hungry for more.
Now onto issue number two. My research has been in astrophysics and has been moderately successful and was a hit as far as a Master's Thesis goes. However, it has not produced any publishable results, at least not as of yet. It was a very time consuming project, other team members were in and out with personal issues, my advisor set me to work in python and couldn't keep up with what was happening with the code, and so on. I've since taken a job as an high school AP Physics, AP Calculus and Astronomy teacher. I had hopes of continuing the research to get it to a publishable state, but that is a laughable thought now. I've made improvements here and there but without the time it won't get there until next year. So I won't really have that to show off for a while.
Not only that, but most of my education has been in physics and not astronomy, my interests are more in physics and not astronomy, and I would like to advance in theoretical physics rather than the sort of work my research has thus far been in. Frankly, my research has involved more programming challenges than physics and math.
On the positive side, I would have great recommendations coming from my professors (especially in EM, Theoretical Mech and QFT) as well as my current advisor.
If you've read this long post, thank you for your time. Your advice, whether it directly applies to the numbered list above or is a perspective I haven't thought about, is greatly appreciated.
I am interested in advancing my education in theoretical physics, specifically topics concerning quantum field theories and quantum gravity. However, I have a somewhat rocky background as an early undergrad and while my Master's degree was achieved with great success in the classroom and in research, I am not an appealing candidate on paper.
I have a bunch of the background posted below, and I'm sorry if this amount is not appreciated, but I include it to better paint a picture of my situation. To cut to the advice that I am looking for is in how to find opportunities (from most preferable to least) to
1. Find a PhD program in theoretical physics which includes a stipend (anywhere on the globe).
2. Find a PhD program in theoretical physics in which I could find a job in the university or something.
3. Find a Masters program, where although I already have a Msc Phyiscs, I could prove my chops in
theoretical physics and start networking in that community.
4. Find a job at a university which had a theoretical physics group that would be open to me hanging
around. I would be satisfied running the labs and learning what I could from others.
5. Is anyone else, now or have been, in a similar situation?
It should also be known that I'm:
a. willing as well as eager to study abroad
b. willing to work for very little money if I can advance my education
c. I am planning to use this summer to study for and take the physics GRE
I spent the first years of college a total mess. When I was later into the physics program, my professors couldn't believe my early transcript. I was unsure of what I wanted to do, unprepared for college, and spending most of my time outside of the classroom working to pay for tuition. I was also better at working than I was a student at the time. Eventually I decided to take a few physics courses, as I'd always had an interest and read any popular book on the subject I could but just assumed that was a topic for better students than I. But if I was going to go out of University, I might as well take a few physics courses.
I wasn't immediately a hit student from that point on. I still had to figure out how to drop the number of hours I had to work out of the classroom and sand off much of the mathematical rust. However, I improved each semester, got in with a research group in astronomy, earned a few grants and scholarships to supplement working, and by the end of my undergraduate degree I was among the top performers in the classroom. I proved my capabilities to myself and to my own university, at least, and earned a full ride to the graduate program as a GTA. Those years in late undergraduate and graduate were the best of my life, so far, but I'm still hungry for more.
Now onto issue number two. My research has been in astrophysics and has been moderately successful and was a hit as far as a Master's Thesis goes. However, it has not produced any publishable results, at least not as of yet. It was a very time consuming project, other team members were in and out with personal issues, my advisor set me to work in python and couldn't keep up with what was happening with the code, and so on. I've since taken a job as an high school AP Physics, AP Calculus and Astronomy teacher. I had hopes of continuing the research to get it to a publishable state, but that is a laughable thought now. I've made improvements here and there but without the time it won't get there until next year. So I won't really have that to show off for a while.
Not only that, but most of my education has been in physics and not astronomy, my interests are more in physics and not astronomy, and I would like to advance in theoretical physics rather than the sort of work my research has thus far been in. Frankly, my research has involved more programming challenges than physics and math.
On the positive side, I would have great recommendations coming from my professors (especially in EM, Theoretical Mech and QFT) as well as my current advisor.
If you've read this long post, thank you for your time. Your advice, whether it directly applies to the numbered list above or is a perspective I haven't thought about, is greatly appreciated.