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ITT: A person with their complexes.
Philosopher_k said:why the hell should i settle for teaching at no name liberal arts college when people like witten and tao pretty much skip postdoc work and get professorships straight away. Why am i any less talented then them?
As for working in construction, screw that. I am not some dumb ape. Why do i think i am so smart? Short answer is, i don't. Its just i am much smarter than the average person out there who spends their day working in an office or cleaning toilets. People with my drive should be given the chance to extend Human knowledge. Instead the academic system does not recognize true talent when it sees it. What do i have to do to make it to the top? I will do anything...
As for the climbing a mountain analogy... i like it.
Philosopher_k said:As for working in construction, screw that. I am not some dumb ape.
Philosopher_k said:What do i have to do to make it to the top? I will do anything...
Philosopher_k said:why the hell should i settle for teaching at no name liberal arts college when people like witten and tao pretty much skip postdoc work and get professorships straight away. Why am i any less talented then them?
As for working in construction, screw that. I am not some dumb ape. Why do i think i am so smart? Short answer is, i don't. Its just i am much smarter than the average person out there who spends their day working in an office or cleaning toilets.
People with my drive should be given the chance to extend Human knowledge. Instead the academic system does not recognize true talent when it sees it. What do i have to do to make it to the top? I will do anything...
Philosopher_k said:why the hell should i settle for teaching at no name liberal arts college when people like witten and tao pretty much skip postdoc work and get professorships straight away. Why am i any less talented then them?
As for working in construction, screw that. I am not some dumb ape. Why do i think i am so smart? Short answer is, i don't. Its just i am much smarter than the average person out there who spends their day working in an office or cleaning toilets. People with my drive should be given the chance to extend Human knowledge. Instead the academic system does not recognize true talent when it sees it. What do i have to do to make it to the top? I will do anything...
As for the climbing a mountain analogy... i like it.
lompocus said:Dear god... having skimmed through the thread, I've come to one conclusion: The education system in the United States is atrocious.
lompocus said:Dear god... having skimmed through the thread, I've come to one conclusion: The education system in the United States is atrocious. I don't mean to poke fun at anyone here, only to point out that many things mentioned here, assumed as givens, are unimaginable where I come from xD (Perhaps this is an anomaly exclusive to California...).
lompocus said:Sorry for not being specific. Someone mentioned Calc and linear algebra as requirements to graduate from their high school. Knowing that their school was not the norm (anywhere, apparently), it was, however, still shocking to take this in terribly sharp contrast with my area, where 5%, if even (most likely far less) with ever go through something beyond trig or college algebra stuff. Half of those will care less about math in their university. A large portion of that 5% will fail their AP Calc class, or else not get anything substantial out of it.
Kevin_Axion said:It took Einstein approximately 10 years to complete his theory of relativity. Things just happen and if you give up then you'll regret that decision most likely.
Philosopher_k said:I would just like to apologise for the things i have said. I by no means mean to justify my actions as i acted out of frustration/sadness/hate.
I have long dreamed of being a mathematician/theoretical physicist. I was willing to devote my life to a subject that i loved. Learning about black holes string theory, branes, cosmology and particle physics. I then come on here, expressing my dream, only to be told that the chances of reaching my goals are close to nill. This pisses me off. I love physics and yet i am told that i may never make it to a decent school or even become a professor!
I used to dream of being the next einstein, revolutionizing 21st century physics. I was so stupid i actually thought it was possible. Now i am looking at the possibility of being too stupid to get a phd. I will not match hawking or penrose, I will never prove any famous theorems. So what is the point? I seem to be asking this alot!
The thing is i am so confused and frustrated. I have to decide what to major for college in and then i have no idea what i actually want to do with my life!
Working in industry/finance just does not appeal to me.
I want to be a thinker, but i just seem to get told i can't be. I am told i am lacking in talent and that it is worthless to dream...
well guys give yourself a pat on the back for crushing a kids dreams.
You can decide that long after you start studying, just take courses and see how it is.Philosopher_k said:The thing is i do not find mathematics truly beautiful unless i can imagine it in a platonic sense. Not to say any mathematics is non platonic, but what i mean by this is, i would prefer to imagine a hilbert space rather than think of it as a real or complex inner product space that is also a complete metric space with respect to the distance function induced by the inner product. I am more of a geometer than algebraist/number theorist (not that i don't find them interesting). I LOVE TO VISUALISE.
So the question is which field should i go into? Physics because you have to visualise everything in physics or pure geometry? Maybe a mixture?
Philosopher_k said:I have long dreamed of being a mathematician/theoretical physicist. I was willing to devote my life to a subject that i loved. Learning about black holes string theory, branes, cosmology and particle physics. I then come on here, expressing my dream, only to be told that the chances of reaching my goals are close to nill.
This pisses me off. I love physics and yet i am told that i may never make it to a decent school or even become a professor!
I used to dream of being the next einstein, revolutionizing 21st century physics. I was so stupid i actually thought it was possible.
Now i am looking at the possibility of being too stupid to get a phd. I will not match hawking or penrose, I will never prove any famous theorems. So what is the point? I seem to be asking this alot!
The thing is i am so confused and frustrated. I have to decide what to major for college in and then i have no idea what i actually want to do with my life!
Working in industry/finance just does not appeal to me.
I want to be a thinker, but i just seem to get told i can't be. I am told i am lacking in talent and that it is worthless to dream...
Well guys give yourself a pat on the back for crushing a kids dreams.
Stan Marsh said:Everyone interested in physics like thinking the origin of the universe and time. But not everyone can solve these problems.
Philosopher_k said:I am willing to do the math. But learning and understanding all of modern mathematical physics is another thing.
Go with mathematical physics, it for sure treats those subjects but it won't be nearly as flashy as the things you read in popsci. But it is the real deal, you will learn the theory behind those wild explanations. It can either be a letdown or an awesome experience depending on how you see it.Philosopher_k said:Thanks Two fish Quant.
So is it still worth going into MATHEMATICAL physics if i am interested in the likes of time travel, particle wave duality, time cones, multiple dimensions etc. Or would a double major in Philosophy and physics be better for me? I know oxford has a double major course with specialised content...
Or am i better of sticking to my guns and attempting to go down some alley of Mathematical physics?
Philosopher_k said:So is it still worth going into MATHEMATICAL physics if i am interested in the likes of time travel, particle wave duality, time cones, multiple dimensions etc.
Philosopher_k said:Thanks Two fish Quant.
So is it still worth going into MATHEMATICAL physics if i am interested in the likes of time travel, particle wave duality, time cones, multiple dimensions etc. Or would a double major in Philosophy and physics be better for me? I know oxford has a double major course with specialised content...
Or am i better of sticking to my guns and attempting to go down some alley of Mathematical physics?
lompocus said:Sorry for not being specific. Someone mentioned Calc and linear algebra as requirements to graduate from their high school. Knowing that their school was not the norm (anywhere, apparently), it was, however, still shocking to take this in terribly sharp contrast with my area, where 5%, if even (most likely far less) with ever go through something beyond trig or college algebra stuff. Half of those will care less about math in their university. A large portion of that 5% will fail their AP Calc class, or else not get anything substantial out of it.
(the number is just a bad estimate, and comes from what I've seen in my area :P. In short, education relating to math is the farthest thing from a priority, anywhere, with results manifested in the form of absurd unemployment, gov't budget deficits, etc. Back on track with where this thread was going...)
Philosopher_k said:well guys give yourself a pat on the back for crushing a kids dreams.
Philosopher_k said:Experimental physics is always an option
Philosopher_k said:The thing is i do not find mathematics truly beautiful unless i can imagine it in a platonic sense. Not to say any mathematics is non platonic, but what i mean by this is, i would prefer to imagine a hilbert space rather than think of it as a real or complex inner product space that is also a complete metric space with respect to the distance function induced by the inner product. I am more of a geometer than algebraist/number theorist (not that i don't find them interesting). I LOVE TO VISUALISE.
So the question is which field should i go into? Physics because you have to visualise everything in physics or pure geometry? Maybe a mixture?
Jokerhelper said:I initially came in this thread interested in what the OP had to say since I changed my major from physics after finding out it really wasn't what I thought I expected it to be, so I switched to engineering. However, now all I rather say is that with that kind of attitude, it will be hard for him or her to be successful, regardless of where that person goes on to do in life.
The posters you are referring to said they did their high school studies in Toronto and Calgary. Coincidentally, I actually started high school in Toronto and finished in Calgary, and unless things have drastically changed in the last few years, there is no way that calculus or linear algebra are requirements to graduate. If that was the case, then dropout rates would shoot up at least 20% in one year. Here in Calgary you can graduate from high school without taking any sort of grade 12 math. The reason why students take these courses is because those are typically required by Canadian universities to be admitted as an undergrad in engineering/math/physics.
Pengwuino said:And as twofish said, the last 3 things on your list are pretty much common, boring, everyday concepts to physicists (I know, how can those things be boring?).
Physicists simply live in a different world than most people because we've become use to ideas that are beyond the comprehension of some people.
Philosopher_k said:Hey guys. I am a final year high school student and have lately been researching a career in Mathematics/Theoretical physics. Most recently i have come to the conclusion that:
1. I am not as gifted in mathematics as i thought
2. I do not enjoy PURE mathematics as much as i once believed i did.
I had this view that mathematicians sat around and had massive eureka moments (like Archimedes), solving problems such as fermats last theorem, or Poincare’s conjecture with flashes of genius. Yet when i look at the actual proofs just noted, i am struck by just how different my perceptions are. For example Wiles' proof is something like 150 pages long and filled with long definition/lemma/proof style formatting. It isn't that the ideas are not clever of right, its just that in the end i don't really care that much about ricci flow or modular forms as much as i thought i would. A modular form is not some abstract idea that exists wether we care or not, it is a definition which we have formed so as to define more objects. Disagree all you want, i have come to disagree with even plato.
With my love of mathematics corrupted i quickly turned to theoretical physics. After all what could be cooler than discovering a theory about dimensions, tiny strings, other universes or time itself. So once again i began to research the field of mathematical/theoretical physics, only to find that once again i was misled. The field was all about Gauges, Metric spaces and Eigenvectors, whatsmore the questions were not as philosophical as i enjoyed, no answers to the mystery’s of time or how the universe came into being, more about how abstract mathematics was perceived to fit in with reality.
For years i have read popsci books by hawking, Kaku and greene, speaking about the exact things i love. Yet why is the practice of theoretical physics so different to these ideals? What is wrong with me? did i miss some gene which stops me loving mathematics as much as Edward Witten or Stephen Hawking? Does it just not click in my head? Or do i just need more training in mathematics and physics before i see the true beauty beneath the surface?
I have tried to find this beauty but so far, no matter which college book i read, there is nothing like the excitement i felt when reading a brief history of time.
Are the days of Einstein gone? Did the ever exist in the first place? I am so damn confused!
If i am right, then what the hell do i do with my life?
Philosopher_k said:I am more of a geometer than algebraist/number theorist (not that i don't find them interesting).
Philosopher_k said:So the question is which field should i go into? Physics because you have to visualise everything in physics or pure geometry? Maybe a mixture?