mathman said:
You have my sympathy. I have been trying to push the idea that protons are matter and electrons are antimatter (you could switch if you are inclined to). My hypothesis is that right after the big bang, baryons (including protons) and anti-baryons were in balance (this part is generally accepted). A slight difference in the decay mechanism led to the net survival of baryons (also generally accepted). Under this model, electrons are part of the remnant of anti-baryon decay (my idea).
That's an interesting model, mathman. I also have an idea about all this, but this idea resulted from my recent attempts to develop the correct model of electron. In this model an electron is not a point-like particle, but spatial distribution of charge and flux densities. It is interesting that along with the "normal" solution that (presumably) corresponds to electron, I always obtain "abnormal" solution. When I say "normal" I mean that 4-vector of charge and flux density is time-like. "Abnormal" solution correspond to space-like values of this 4-vector. Instead of discarding the abnormal solution, I spent much time on thinking of its physical meaning.
My conclusion is that abnormal solution corresponds to proton. Why is that?
First of all, I have calculated the electric potential for "abnormal" particle. On the far distance it looks almost the same as for electron. But on the short distance it does not go to infinity, but looks like sharp-cornered potential well. This explains why protons repulse each other on the long distance, but can form stable pairs, triplets etc. (i.e. nuclei).
Secondly, it explains the "quark confinement". Experiments show that proton consists of 3 quarks, but bare quarks cannot be observed. It looks like if we observed a space-like particle. Space-like particles can be at different places at the same time, so that we can "observe" 3 particles (quarks) at a time instead of one. On the other hand, you will never be able to "extract" a single "quark" from that triplet, because there are no 3 separate time-like quarks, but there is only one space-like particle.
Thirdly, it helps to resolve matter/antimatter imbalance problem without introducing artificial differences between matter and antimatter. We can say that we have equal number of time-like "matter" particles and space-like "antimatter" particles.
So, in brief, my idea is that protons are tahions. I know that it sounds very strange, so I'm working on rigorous deduction of this conclusion from my model.