Danger said:
Dichotomy here: I love (and design) weapons, but I'm a pacifist. If you can ever figure that out for me, I'd be happy to hear the analysis. (Other than the obvious "application of force at a distance".)
I don't know if I can analyze that. Believe it or not, I'm a pacifist as well. I hate war. I saw the Vietnam war tear families apart, and a couple of my friends' fathers never returned. It's one of the reasons I joined the military during the cold war. I figured if I did what I do best better than anyone else, it might prove to be an effecive deterrent, at least as much as one person can. Fortunately, most of the people with whom I served shared this sentiment.
I do not enjoy violent conflict, or conflict of any kind, for that matter. It tears me up inside. What I enjoy even less, however, is being a victim when I could have done something about it. Put simply, I'm a lover, not a fighter, but if cornered, I will fight. I suppose that might require some analysis as well, Danger. :)
In the meantime, in response to the OP, I have two firearms. The first is a CZ 85 B. It's a Czechoslovakian 17-shot 9mm semi-automatic, with spare 16-shot magazine, and I carry it with me at all times. It's known for its sturdiness and reliability. One can Depending on the situation, I sometimes OC, and sometimes CC, commensurate with all http://www.michie.com/colorado/lpext.dll/cocode/1/2dc8f/31d7c?f=templates&fn=document-frame.htm&2.0#JD_t18art12".
My second firearm was a gift from a prominent individual who will remain nameless. It's a .44 caliber cap and ball, black powder revolver. It's a firing replica, but lol, it's not very accurate! It's fun to play around with on the range, but requires a 100% breakdown and about 2 hrs of cleaning when done to maintain it's mint status. By comparison I can clean my CZ in less than 20 minutes, although I give it a thorough, 1-hr cleaning once a year.
As for accuracy, my CZ is dead-on. I shot expert 20 years in a row in the military on three weapons systems. These days I hit the range four times a year. In addition, I work with two extremely knowledgeable professionals to keep current on the non-shooting skills.