brainstorm said:
From your post, you sound like a very deeply thoughtful person who is caught between skepticism in many things and strong conviction and uncritical assumptions in others. I think your honesty and concern are strengths no matter how much I may disagree with you on certain ideas and attitudes. I could respond in length to so many things from your post but I'm just going to choose one paragraph:
I can just tell you that overpopulation concerns were something I was not able to reflect on as a damaging ideology for a long time because I was not aware that it was an ideology at all. People who are in no direct danger still react to the imagery of overpopulation as if it were a direct threat. To me this is a type of macro-obsession where people get overwhelmed with interpreting the details of their everyday experiences, often because of the analytical complexity they interpolate into them. As a result they come to desire simplicity and peace of mind, but they can't distinguish simplicity of mind from simplicity of material/social environment and so they blame the world they perceive and the "masses" of people for their feeling of being overwhelmed by them. As you said, there are cultural and resource fixes to prevent most if not all the problems blamed on "overpopulation" but it's harder to see that there are also cognitive fixes for the problem of being overwhelmed by globalism and its discontents.
Part of your frustration, I think, is caused by your feeling that you have to carry the weight of the world in all its complexity. It may help you to realize that every individual, yourself included, is the center of a relatively limited subset of global humanity. The irony of that, however, is that the amount of information you receive at your node contains everything necessary to generate the feeling of being bombarded by the global everything that is accessible to your mind through media, analytical interpolation of personal experiences, etc. You're mind's ability to synthesize and make connections between knowledge from diverse sources is what produces the effect that you experience of "choking on population." It is not a material problem but a subjective one. It's like when people are exposed to excessive amounts of propaganda of espionage and begin to suspect everyone of being a spy. I'm not saying that you're particularly insane, because it is a common condition, but I think it is a condition of common insanity.
I think it would help you to realize your position of relative security and stability as not being directly or even indirectly threatened. How does the saying go, "nothing to fear but fear itself." Then, if you still want to study and address global, local, or glocal problems, go ahead, but try to be more critical about identifying how much of the problem is perceived by you because of media and how much is direct experience. Also try to become conscious of how your direct experiences are colored by interpolation of knowledge derived from media. Then do some thought experiments to examine how you might interpolate your everyday experiences differently if you thought about them differently because you had been exposed to different media texts or otherwise. I'm not saying that you should erase your interpolative RAM drive completely - just be more mindful of how it works and how its possible to be tricked into interpreting immediate events according to mediated frameworks. To give an extreme example, think of people who panicked during the War of the Worlds broadcast in which Martians were supposedly invading Earth. If someone had simply questioned the media with reference to direct experience, they would have questioned that anyone was invading, much less Martians. Then there are the people who see a UFO and think its secret military activity or alien beings. It's just a UFO because it's unidentified and flying; interpolating it beyond that is speculative.
I hope you don't consider this advice insulting. I'm really not trying to say you're crazy; just that when people AREN'T crazy, they are often the most susceptible to interpolating legitimate media imagery into their immediate reality in a way that conflates direct reality with mediated reality.
I never consider good advice, given clearly and with no malice to be insulting. I also know enough to be aware that I'm not insane, but perhaps "traumatized" would be a valid description. You're right, and I already am painfully aware that I can only control those things which do. It's been a long time since I thought that facing a (real or perceived) grim reality was anything but destructive. In short, I take "Battle not with monsters lest ye become a monster, and if you gaze into the abyss the abyss gazes also into you." (Friedrich Nietzsche) VERY seriously.
As for the notion of Overpopulation as an ideology, the problem is that it's both a local reality for some, and a kind of basic panic unrelated to reality. There is little that is as difficult as separating a frightening reality from a terrifying mass-fantasy. I will say this: outside of a discussion on the matter, I don't concern myself with overpopulation, global warming/cooling/etc... or any of the other myriad issues over which my control is limited to living my life.
As for my personal position in life being threatened, you're absolutely right, but I've also traveled a great deal, and seen the other extremes. For the record, I'm not talking about a jaunt to Cancun when I was 21 (which I didn't do anyway), but Guatemala in the early 90's after (yet another) mini-pogrom. I've seen how closely people in relative comfort live to people with (real example) a woman dying on the street from syphilis (third stage), and that was not bad by some comparisons I've also seen. Unfortunately I saw much of this when I was young, and those things make an impression for a lifetime, regardless of how much reason one applies to them.
The kicker is... I have compassion. It's not just a matter of selfishly wanting what I have, but also empathy for people I've seen, slat-ribbed dogs I gave my food to, etc... and that doesn't go away. In short, this is why I tend NOT to watch news, and get my information directly... well... it's also pure crap now, and designed to induce fear. As you say however, short of a several stiff courses of ECT on "high"

there is no erasing even portions of the old drive.
As for the rest, we're each burdened with what complexity we can grasp and, as you so rightly said, interpolate, interpret, predict, guess, and fear. As for fearing fear itself, that is good, but there are other things to fear: the manner of your death and those you care for, the fear in some other people which is not tempered by reason OR compassion, people who profit (in every way) from fear, the loss of freedom for yourself and others... etc.
Frankly, I've long since recognized that the media uses fear as a simple goad to stay connected to more media! That said, I'm only human, and sometimes the reality is grim too, even if it isn't apocalyptic. I'm much more sad than I am afraid, and some of that is simple: Take Haiti for instance: Why did that earthquake kill so many? There are of course, a number of reasons, but the biggest is: There are a LOT of people in a SMALL area. See earthquakes in China, or here. Yes, it's still a matter of scale, but they are real people with families and friends.
Now, does this mean I watched coverage of it? No, hell no. Does it mean that I found it impossible to shut away knowledge of what that kind of trauma does to people? No again. Consider then, how frightening it is to realize just how VERY local one's reach is, barring extreme success or donation of TIME as well as money. I'm not that selfless either, because I DO like my life.
That said... we are causing a mass extinction of other species, and while that is not unnatural, it's no less grim. We may very well manage to kill ourselves as our growing population reasonably aspires to have such luxuries as... a low infant mortality rate, some clean water, and maybe a bit less Malaria. So... skepticism, and conviction, but uncritical?... I don't think so. I do sometimes fail to meet by own expectations and make broad generalizations that are clearly untrue (people are stupid, being an example from this thread), but I'm aware of that, even as an old defensive reflex activates.
It is hard not to homogenize people who want to enforce their views of the world on you, or to demonize them. Motivations have many commonalities (M.I.C.E. for example), but they are still fundamentally individual. One cannot reason with a "mass", and of course, that is a defense in and of itself. If I "can't" than I don't "have to". I fear people like me, who grew up too quickly for no better reason than their own heads, but who lack "honesty and concern". I fear people who are so deeply ideological that they are unwilling or unable to consider other views.
Above all I fear the people who use that fear as a lever to move whole populations, and I fear myself for being someone who could do that as well. That brings me back to Nietzsche... I don't believe that you can wield fear as a tool without becoming afraid and insular, anymore than you can lie constantly and trust others. Overpopulation is very relative, but one way or another I fear the human and natural response to the reality or perception of it.
THAT said... I'm not ruled by fear, but I'm aware of the lessons of history. Nobody is easier to manipulate than someone who is terrified, and no one is more beloved than someone who delivers you from that same fear. A larger population + Information tech = Power. Power that isn't good or bad, but just is. Reasonable people respect and fear power that dwarfes them. Remember in what contexts that talk of fearing fear has been used... they are not happy ones.
In the end, it's mostly sadness for others, and empathy which I try to keep on "low", but is nonetheless, present... which I experience. The flipside of that, is anger, which I also try to control. The natural middle which the mind flees to, is generalization. Is it any wonder that people who were already primed with fear, became terrified by WoTW? I wouldn't be in the streets in that situation (big "S" Skepticism)... I wouldn't be afraid of martians, I would be TERRIFIED of the people who DID react. I think the application of that to modern situations is also applicable.
There is nothing to fear, but the people who are ruled by it, and those who rule with it. Remember what Voltaire said? "Those who can make you believe absurdities can make you committ atrocities." I'm not afraid of someone with brown skin and a beard blowing me out of the sky... I'm afraid of the people who sent them, and mostly of the people on my end of things who divert resources fighting what are mostly phantoms. We're fighting terrorists by terrifying our populace unreasonably? Well, it's good for some business, but it's doing real damage to how people view the world.
So, I suspect that, as you say, we probably have deep philosophical and practical disagreements, but for what it's worth, I wish you had been there to give me this advice about 20 years ago. I'm not insulted in the slightest, and your intent is clearly beneficent. Just in case I've given you the impression that this represents the totality of who I am, let me reassure you that it is only in the fairly limited context of intellectual discussions. At any other time, I simply recognize that I'm human, with a human's scope and ability to effect events locally or globally. Mostly I concern myself with friends, family, and animals.