jedishrfu said:
No kidding about the brain, mine forgets more than it learns. Longterm for me is like 2-3 days.
It is kind of scary getting old and lose the mind. I studied a lot in my life, Even after I retired in 2005, I still studied. I studied all the math, EM and all, but by 2012 when I was studying antenna, I found myself kept forgetting things. I wrote very good notes( at least for myself). I could study, wrote the notes, few weeks later when I looked back my notes, Did I write this? I had no memory of that. Then I read my notes, I really understood the subject, that I actually understood and wrote all down nicely!
I quit serious studying in 2012 when I had a chance to work on some design on musical instruments electronics and diverted my attention to that. Those are not particular hard and right in my wheelhouse. I designed and even applied for a patent and got it. Then I moved onto to learn and design hifi amplifier. Those are all easy for me. Then I got restless and decided to pick up C++! That's when I get into something I am not familiar with and start from scratch! I really did not know what I was getting into!
It's been hard, you guys kept saying why I don't listen and kept asking the same question. I forgot I asked! So many times I learn again and try to update my notes just to find it WAS THERE already. I forgot I even wrote it in the notes already.
This doesn't happen if I work on electronics as it's part of me, it's just natural. When I learn about hifi amps just 3 years ago, it's different, but it's still electronics, I had no problem studying, designing and have quite a few really high end amps to show for. I never thought I am this bad now even compare to 8 years ago! I am trying so hard to keep learning to keep my mind from turning into jello. But it's getting hard.
I wish I can enjoy what retired people enjoy, wood work, fixing cars, remodeling the house or something relative easy stuffs. It just doesn't work for me, I will never be satisfy doing those. In fact, I regret knowing those as I feel bad that I don't want to do it when anything breaks. I hate doing those. Now, two forcets are developing a slow leak, I just pretend no to see it!