Evo said:
But I do have a serious sleep disorder. The only thing that has ever kept me asleep more than 3 hours is Seconal.
Just wondering, you went through this while in school too?
They tried that PAP machine thinking it might be sleep apnia, but that actually kept choking me and waking me up. I'm a freak. But it is slowly killing me, I can barely function from day to day now, the pain and the struggle are getting to me.
About the clinic thing, just wondering again... did they try overnight sequences of brainwaves to see if that would do anything?
Moonbear said:
You could have a sleep disorder, especially if this has been happening for a long time, but you might also be experiencing the stress of school work preventing you from sleeping well.
Ever since high school.
Possibly:
My sprout of depression and anxiety
Video game addiction
Will power
Afternoon 2-3 hour naps
I have to correct Evo's comments though. Melatonin is NOT a mild medication. If you do have a sleep disorder resulting from a lack of adequate melatonin production (this would be rather rare), then you would need to take the right dose at the right time of day, and this may require seeing a sleep specialist to sort out.
Here is what's been going on with melatonin in the past week, the first time I took 2 drops (about 200mcg) I slept for a good 9 hours. It felt like a 15 minute nap; I woke up at 6:30 a.m. but I ended up sleeping at 9 a.m. again because I assumed the 9 hours of melatonin induced sleep was different giving me that same feeling as if I never slept throughout the night. Thus, I've wrecked my own schedule again. The rest of the days, there were times where I'd sleep for 6 hours, and that would be enough to give me energy until my next ideal bed time, which is 11:30 p.m. But then when I do sleep at the right time, I would wake up 2-3 hours after falling sleep.
Yesterday from my sleep log, I apparently went to bed at 11:26 p.m. and woke up at 2:13 a.m. I was probably up for another hour trying to fall back asleep, in which I woke up at 7:40 a.m. today. About 6 hours of broken sleep, that's now considered “not bad” in my current situation. Tonight, I am not sure how I'll sleep.
If you really have a sleep disorder, though, melatonin may not fix it. It could also be an inappropriate response to melatonin. This is where getting a proper evaluation comes in.
This is what worries me, I don't want to wait 2 hours to see my physician. She doesn't seem to take me seriously (she probably thinks I'm a hypochondriac). Anyways, I have considered an expensive light visor. I'll take a look into it if after the next 3 months I'm still miserable.
However, it sounds like you have more of an erratic sleep schedule rather than delayed sleep phase disorder. With delayed sleep phase disorder, you would wake up later and later every day, not be awake at a normal time one night and sleepless the next.
In my situation, it may actually be both? I once had no school and did not work for 2 years living with my parents. I slept later and later each day roughly 2-3 hours. I'll cycle through normal ranges of sleep-wake cycles and being nocturnal. Sometimes I would oversleep so much and I would stay up for 24+ hours. I guess my body is running off some 26+ hour biological clock. When I tried to fix it, I just ended up sleeping in again. But now that I'm back in school, this should help reinforce my schedule. I'm just worried the 2 years of abnormal might have caused some permanent problem to me since I have already managed to wake up at the same time everyday for a month from the first school day. My body never seemed to adapt, I was always tired. Eventually I all of a sudden lost the sleep schedule.
Consider potential environmental triggers before worrying it's a disorder.
I considered by my room pretty dark already, other than that LED on my computer and alarm clock... No problems with noise.
Try this routine and see if it helps...
I don't like the idea of a bath, but I do already follow a simple one. I have a sunrise/set simulator clock and I just set that up, and for a few minutes I would just think about the day for 5-10 minutes doing a quick review of little bits and pieces of important information I gathered throughout the day. Whether it be a new bus route or a difficult definition from school..
During the day, avoid any form of caffeine after noon. Avoid alcohol.
Caffeine avoidance is easy, and I don't drink.
Definitely avoid taking melatonin unless a physician recommends it
Too late

I don't plan to use it for more than 10 days, just four more days to go, taking it at 11: p.m. everyday.
In the mornings, set an alarm clock for the same time every day and force yourself to at least sit up in bed and turn on a bedside lamp if you can't convince yourself to get much further than that.
Most difficult to do. It's as if my consciousness doesn't exist
... I can't remember the number of times I've performed chronotherapy on myself.