TO ANYONE WHO IS ANNOYED by my POSTS and QUESTIONS 
THIS MESSAGE is for YOU:
First, I really appreciate all of you who have taken time to help me on my learning journey. AC Wiring has become a passion of mine. My educational background in industrial chemical engineering so circuits aren't intuitive to me the way that they are to you guys.
The way that any sort of substance flows through an industrial process is very similar to the way that electrons flow through a circuit except when it's not. What I mean by that is that there are some key fundamental differences that tend to be very intellectually jarring to us chemmies when we come across them. As a result, we have to stop and think things though from scratch in order to work around the knowledge and understanding that we have already developed and internalized in our own fields in order to build an intuitive understanding for circuits. Until we get to that point we are tripping over the intuitive understandings we've developed from our education and experience working in our own field and trying to make sense of electrical circuitry concepts in light of chemical process concepts. It's a non sequitur. It doesn't work.
Learning AC electrical principles is for that reason an extremely challenging endeavor to undertake and that is also what makes it so fascinating to me and that is why it has captured my passionate attention so very much.
As for the people who I have frustrated with my posts: I am sorry, take a break, ignore me for a while and know that I am coming at this from a paradigm that is rigged to confound... but that is what makes it so exciting and so worth it. That's what makes it so obsessively interesting to learn.
I will give you guys an example of how we chemmies think about circuits: We had a very demanding and 'strong-willed' professor in our circuit design classes and in Circuit Design 1 lol... our whole class felt so hopeless, trying to wrap our minds around this stuff for the first time, that
everyone lol lied to the prof the day before the exam and said that nobody had ever studied imaginary numbers before so he could not put it on the exam as a result. He was so steamed that his response to all of us was "well
actually my leg has been hurting me now for 3 days." rofl OMG


One of the funniest moments every from the sweet old university days.
SO if you are excited to teach me I am excited to learn.
If you are getting annoyed, put me on ignore and check on posts from other electrical engineers...
(..or go over to the Chemical Engineering forums and try to understand from first principles what they are talking about lol)
Easier just to click my name and then put me on your ignore list. 
Love y'all!