Hi!

Well we are down to 10K to our name and bills are 4K. That means by 10/15 we'll be out of money. My husband has been sleeping til 11 am and starts drinking beer at noon. He is doing nothing to help our finances. I am still trying to get Social Security Disability benefits and don't know when that will happen or not. I went to my psychiartrist yesterday and she wants to concentrate on my Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Remember I was kidnapped, raped and beaten for two weeks and then lived with the guy for two years until I swallowed 75 tylenol to kill myself, so I wouldn't have to be with him. I still can't sleep well. My psych doctor wants me to go out and enjoy nature with my husband since he is out of work, we can go to the lake, take a walk together. I just don't see that happening. My husband does not pay me any attention. He is not a leader. He just accepts what is happening in the moment. Well I didn't mean to insult anyone last post about that your posts were boring. They are getting better. Gotta go, Leah