Happy Birthday to Me!

Today is my birthday and I am now 51 years old. You are probably wondering what brought me to Physicsforums. I was searching for an answer to an encounter I had with a glowball at age 13. My stepsister and I were looking out our bedroom window and I saw this glowball frolicking on the grass. I said "What the hell is that?" It then rose up in the air about 6'. I said, "OMG, it can see us. It is coming over here." My stepsister then fell to the floor behind me and I looked back at her, then back to the window. The glowball appeared before me and I stared into it and it went on forever - nothing concrete to fixate my eyes on. I then felt this extreme sense of joy and love, then a butterfly feeling inside my chest. Then 3 thumps in my chest, one harder than the one before. After the third thump, I decided to wave at it and say "hi". Once I did that it tore out of my chest flying across the rooftop of the house across the street. I felt a tremendous sense of hurt and loss. I thought I could get an explaination at this site and I still haven't been able to figure out this experience. I am going to call this glowball a "Soul Catcher". Well, I hope things are going well with everybody here. You all are so smart and I envy you! Bye for now.