Going Broke
Posted Jul8-09 at 07:48 PM by Leah
Well I've said it before...my husband is not working and we only have a limited amount of funds left to live on. That means I need to get a job. I really don't think I can. I'm on all these meds and I still have problems with nightmares. I decided to try and get SSI, Social Security Income. I have an appointment on 7/20/09 for which I will be evaluated. Unfortunately, we own our home and have a car and have some money in the bank. My odds of getting SSI are minimal. I'm still having dreams that I am out-of-body and having sexual contact with entities in the dream. I feel and hear these beings. The dream usually occurs when I am half asleep and half awake. I feel tingling in my body and then I am in this bedroom floating around. There are lots of toys. I see a mirror and float through it and on the other side is a small room with pillows. Then I float back out the mirror. I feel myself each time I go back and forth in the mirror. I am aware of what is going on. Really weird! I am wondering if I was molested around the age of 8 or 9. I remember feeling pain in that area and wanting to tell my mom, but decided not to cause I was a big girl. Something like burying that could be causing my nightmares. Oh well, I guess I got off track of being broke! I don't know what will happen. Keep us in your thoughts! Leah
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You need to but your boots on and march on. You also need to realize that you are the master of your own destiny, you and you alone. If you have voices in your head reguard them as an invaiding army, meet them head on. When you have a good or bad dream you must realize they mean nothing, what can you bring out of your dreams except stress, dont reguard them at all. When put up against a wall youll either crumble or fight. " Always remember, Bilbo, when your heart wants lifting think of pleasant things".Posted Jul9-09 at 03:18 PM by BoneHeart 
